I slowly made my way up the long, curved flight of stairs that took forever to walk through. My heart was beating fast and my hands were clenched tight against my sweaty palms as I began to approach Zach's room. The door was slightly open and there he sat alone. I just wanted to walk in and hold him, he looked so sad sitting there by himself. He was reading a small novel and soft music played quietly around him. I forgot that he read, which made him even more appealing to me.
"Zach.." I said softly pushing the door slightly open. His eyes darted away from his book and onto me, his jaw gasping open and he didn't speak a word. He just sat there staring, in disbelief as I walked closer. "Why..why are you here?" Was all he can ask. "I'm not here for long, I was just around" I lied. I can't admit that I was here for him and only him.. that would give him power and threshold. No way. I wasn't that weak. "Oh..well it's good to see you" he said soft spoken, he got up from his chair and walked towards me, wrapping his arms around me and nuzzling his head into my shoulder. I missed this. More than anything. I finally wrapped my arms back around him and held him close. The hug was long but innocent. He finally pulled away and gazed at my face and I did the same to him. No words yet, just admiration and disbelief.
"You look amazing, like you look-" before Zach could finish, an ego rushed over me and I forcefully kissed him. His hand cupped my face and my hands cupped his, this was perfect. I felt the sparks, I felt the butterflies. Our lips were moving in sync and so much alignment, I couldn't stop. This is what gave me life and made me feel whole again. Zach..you do this to me without even trying. He soon pulled my shirt over my head tossing it to the floor and forcefully pushing my body against the door, closing it. He finally reached out to lock it and picked me up, wrapping my legs around his waist. We were still kissing, I was moaning and so was he, making my heart rush and flutter by the moment.
He picked me up tossing me onto his bed and hovering over me. I pulled his shirt over his body and he began to unbuckle my jeans, and I did the same to him. "I missed you... I missed you so much Cindy" he let out. His breath hitching against my face as he held hisself up above me. His necklace falling against his chest. "Are we doing the right thing?" I asked.. his smile falling into a frown. "I need you now Cindy.. I've been needing you, I love you"