me: dazai osamu, why are you so eager to die?
me: oh wait, you don't know
me: but i know why
dazai: how sure are you even
me: because i've been with you right from the very beginning
dazai: aha, so practically we are siblings? childhood friends that i don't know of?
me: yes and no :)
dazai: ???
me: its better if you don't know. it's always beter that way.
me: i'll just let you figure it out on your own.
dazai: but i don't understand...