His Fruitless Death [complete]

You were good to me

To Tix,

I feel like I'm being suffocated but this immeasurable pain. I tried so hard to help him. My hardest. I gave him my heart. I love him. He's so lost. He used the one trigger that would tear me apart, shatter me. He knows all of this and yet he did it. I love him so much. It hurts.

I just want to know why this always happens to me. Why I always get hurt when I try so hard. Why they all leave me.

I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm going to miss him so much. He was the first person to choose me first. To love me.

I just can't believe any of this happening.

From; your delicate flower