His Fruitless Death [complete]

berlin

i think it has hit me now. all that i wanted to blow away like candles on a cake. am i adding to it all? i am not sure. i know who he is, what he feels.

i see her and hear her. i have done it all before. she has said what she said, i cannot say anything else. the trigger was unintentionally pulled.

i was happy.
now i am losing my friends and myself.
he just couldn't go on anymore.

~•~ yours truly, Tix.