Shawn Mendes Imagines

Funeral

Y/N's P.O.V

Sitting on the bed in my room I was less then ready to head out. A few days ago my grandpa had passed away and today was the funeral.

"ready?" I heard someone ask from the doorway.

Looking up I saw Shawn giving me a little half smile, I stood up and straightened out my skirt.

"ready I guess" taking a deep breath I walked towards Shawn and grabbed his hand.

Walking downstairs to meet up with my siblings and parents we all headed out to the car.

My mom had been going through tissues like they were nothing over the past few days. I totally understand though, it is her dad who passed away. The drive to the church was a long one.

"So what do we say uh when people come up to us?" I asked grabbing Shawn's hand again and playing with his engagement ring.

"just say thank-you" my sister rolled her eyes at me.

"so sorry for your loss and we thank them?" I looked over at my sister.

"yes idiot"

"girls!" my mom snapped.

Sitting back quietly we finally arrived at the church getting out of the vehicle and walking inside we met up with the rest of the family.

Hugging my cousins and Aunts and Uncles we walked towards a room where we were to wait for further instruction.

"So let me see!" one of my cousins grabbed my hand.

Trying to ease the tension in the room she admired my ring and gushed about how jealous she was.

Soon someone came in and told us we would be heading out to sit in the next few minutes. Grabbing Shawn's hand again I took a deep breath and tried not to cry.

"It's ok babe just breath" Shawn ran his finger along my knuckles.

"I know" looking up the to ceiling I blinked rapidly to get rid of the tears.

Heading towards the front row I could feel everyone's eyes on all of us. I let a few tears slip as we sat down. Grabbing the tissues from my purse I wiped my eyes.

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My mom, and the two of my Uncles walked up for the eulogy listening to them talk about my grandpa I let out the tears.

I don't think that it actually processed until now that he was actually gone. Once the service was over we stood up and walked out into the hall area of the church.

Leaning into Shawn as we walked out I couldn't stop the tears falling as we walked. Shawn rubbed my back and hugged me tightly once we were in the hall.

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Sitting back on my bed I just looked up at the ceiling and sighed loudly.

"you ok baby girl?" Shawn laid down next to me.

"not really" I rolled onto my stomach so I could look at Shawn.

"do you want to talk about it?" he asked while pulling me into him.

"maybe"

Snuggling into Shawn I was going to tell him everything I was feeling but I could feel my eyes starting to close. I let sleep take over from the long day and just fell asleep in Shawn's arms.