Falling Apart(Sequel to Disaster)

Chapter 36

Abigail's POV

Today Luke and Nicole are going back to New York. I left Alyssa with my mom and we are on our way to the airport. "How are you and Rachel?" I ask Luke. "We broke up" "Really I'm so sorry" I say and he just lightly smiled. We got to the airport and I walked them to their gate. "Bye thanks for coming. I'll see you guys soon" I say and hug Nicole. "I love you. Text me when you land" "I love you too, send me pictures of your cutie" "Of course" I say and smile. I walked over to Luke, I swear it's always the hardest thing saying bye to him. I pulled him into a hug and hugged him tightly. I tear slipped from my eye, "See you soon" I say and kiss his cheek. "Abi I love you" "I love you too" "No, I mean-" he starts but stops. I pulled away from the hug, "What do you mean?" I ask looking into his eyes, he grabbed my hands in his. "I mean.. I really love you Abi, not like friends. I want so badly to be more than friends, I want you so badly to be in my arms forever. I don't want you getting hurt. I want to be with you" he says looking back and forth from my lips to my eyes. He leaned in a bit and I turned my head. I took a deep breath, "I'll see you soon" I say and turn around tears streaming down my face. I went back to my car and cried. I wiped my tears and cleared my vision. I drove back home and walked into the kitchen where my mom was and sat on the counter. "What happened?" "Mom Luke still loves me and I don't know what to do" "What do you mean?" I told her what happened and how he tried to kiss me and I was in tears again. "Do you love him too?" "Of course I do but I don't know if I love him like that. I mean we broke up because I was moving here and I don't know if I ever stopped loving him and I don't know if I still do either. What should I do?" I ask. "Abi I know how much you love Sam and nothing can ever replace what you guys have. I see how you guys talk to eachother how you guys look at eachother, how much you love eachother. Now you have to tell me, do you love Sam?" "Yes of course with all my heart" "Then whats the question?" "What about Luke" "Abi I know how you feel. You and Luke have been friends since forever and you dated but you've moved on and now your with Sam" she says and I nod. I got off of the counter and hugged her. "Thanks" I say and kiss her cheek. I went up to my room and texted Sam.

To Sammy💘👊
Babe come over

From Sammy💘👊
Are you okay princess?

To Sammy💘👊
Yea babe

he came over and sat on my bed. I sat on his lap facing him with my legs wrapped around his waist. "Hi" he says and pecks my lips. "Have you been crying?" he asks rubbing under my eyes softly. "I'm fine" I say and hug him tightly. "Are you okay?" he asks laughing and hugging me back tightly around my stomach. "I don't want to lose you" "Don't worry babe you won't" he says and kisses me. "I love you." "I love you too" He said before Alyssa started crying. "Ugh." I said and got off his lap. "I'll get her" He said getting off the bed. He went to her room and brought her back. "Thank you." I said and took her. I put her pacifier in and then started rocking. "You're a really good mom." Sam said. "Thank you." I said and continued rocking her. She finally stopped crying and Sam took her. He started tickling her stomach a little bit and she started laughing. "She really does look like you, especially her laugh." He said and smiled. I sat up and looked at her. "She does." I said and gave her a kiss. We stayed hanging out for a little bit then we went downstairs to eat. "Hey." I said, I saw Natasha in the kitchen. "Hey wheres Alyssa?" She asked. "With Sam in the living room." I said and she nodded. "Are you guys hungry?" She asked. "Yeah." "I'm gonna go get food with Aidan I'll bring you guys something." "What are you guys getting?" "Chinese." "Ok I'll text you our orders." "Ok I'll see you soon." She said walking out the door. "Natasha is going to get food so she will bring us. They went to go eat Chinese what do you want?" I asked sitting next to Sam. He told me what he wanted then I texted Natasha our orders. We put on the TV and we started watching it. Then Alyssa started crying. "Her diaper needs to be changed." Sam said. I picked her up and took her upstairs. I changed her then went back downstairs. "I would have changed her." Sam said when I sat down. "It's ok." I said and laid back. I gave Alyssa a kiss, "You're such a cutie." I said and smiled. My phone went off and it was Gabi.

From: Gabi💘
Hey can I go over?

To: Gabi💘
Yeah of course

I put my phone down and continued playing with Alyssa. There was a knock on the door, "It's Gabi can you get it?" I asked Sam. He nodded and got up. "Hey." Gabi said sitting next to me. "Hey" "Can I hold her?" She asked "Yeah here." I said handing her Alyssa. "Alyssa!" She said and gave her a kiss. I laid my head on Sam's lap and he started playing with my hair. Natasha and Aidan came back, "Get your food!" Aidan said. I got up and walked to the table where they put all the food. "Thank you." I said and took my food. I sat down and started eating. "Where's Alyssa's bottles?" Gabi asked "Fridge. What time is it?" "6:45." "Can you please give her her bottle?" "Yeah of course" She said and walked to the kitchen. I continued eating and when I was done I put my things in the trash. I walked back to the kitchen and saw Gabi trying to take off milk from her shirt. "What happened?" I asked laughing. "I forgot to get one of the towel things and put it on my shoulder so she burped and the milk went all over me." "Good job! Do you want another shirt?" "Yes please." She said and I got her one. "Here you go." I said and she laughed. "Thank you." I went back to the living room and saw Sam had Alyssa. I sat down next to him and put my head on his shoulder.

(A/N I'm gonna be updating a lot of chapters everyday because I already finished this fanfiction😥 and I have SO many chapters still in drafts. So with that being said, I am starting a new fanfiction and I'll let you guys know when its up!)