HOW TO WIN JIN'S HEART BY BTS MAKNAE LINE

DILEMMA - Part 8

JIN POV.

"Jin hyung are you really going to leave?" asked Jungkook in tears.

"Don't worry We still can date outside this dorm. I love you I will do whatever it takes to make this relationship work even if leaving is one of the option than I will take it. Baby please stop crying. It breaks my heart seeing you like this."

"Hyung I love you. I don't want you to leave. If you insist on leaving please take me with you. I don't wanna be here if you not around. I'm used too being around you." Jungkook beg him with his puffy eyes.

"I can't. Your parents will be furious and the company too. Also the group needs you. I promise will always stay in touch. You won't miss me even I am not around."

Jungkook a bit agitated and desperate "Hyung you told me you care for me but you decide it by yourself without discussing with me so why I can't decide it to leave as well. If hyung don't want to take me with you then I will leave by myself."

"Oh baby please don't make things become more complicated." He hugs his baby and they cry together.

"We just got together I don't wanna be seperated. Not like this. Please don't treat me like a kid and respect my choice to be with you hyung." Jungkook keep crying in his arm.

"I do respect you. You show me who wonderful you are as a brother, a friend and a teacher to me. You are multitalented person and yet very humble. Not to mention very good looking but you didn't care about all of that. I know you are grown a lot nowadays from a boy becoming a man now. You have your own thought and feelings but I don't want you to regret your decision just because I won't be around you later. I promise you eventhough I am not part of this group but we still can be together. So please don't cry and don't tell me again that you will leave this group just to be with me. Your road still long way to come - this group need you. You need them too. You can be more than you are today. Please don't ruin your future just because of this. This feeling is new but we can make it work. I know we can eventhough we not at the same dorm."

"Hyungie I know that for lots of people they can work and dates even they not live together. However you keep forgetting lots of things. We both are like a glue to each other eversince we join this company. I meant you are basically raise me with your own hands along with other hyungs but  only you who always there for me.  When I need to go to school you will drive me, You feed me and you listen to all my worries. So please do tell me how we going to live without each other. Are you sure you can live far away from me? Also did  Hyung ever think what would you do when you leave this dorm? I know you are also a very talented person and have long future await for you but you join us even before you went to University and basically this group is all you have so  If you left what would you do?"

They both sit there in silent while hugging each other and somehow they fall into their own thought. 

"Hyung our group is start getting busy if you leave how we going to see each other? It will be hard for us even to make a phone call. Yet you tell me you love me and wanna make things work. Are you playing with me hyung?"

Jungkook make goods points about that since our group getting recognize now and we have been do lots of practising since we have lots of upcoming schedule too. 

"You know it will be irresponsible of you if you leave at this moment hyung. If leaving will be no problem than you totally wrong. It just create another big holes to fullfill since you know perfectly your position is can't be replace."

"Jungkook right. What I am thinking? I just create more problems to the people that I love."

"Here I am trying to become the adult yet I create another black holes in this group not resolve it. Since when my baby become mature.  He even make me think about my future."

"If you left what would you do?" After I heard Jungkook saying it, these words keep playing inside my head.

"It never occurred to me that I am the issue since I am not mature enough to face my problem instead I try to run."

I pull Jungkook to sit on my laps and hug his waist tightly. He gives me confuse look.

"Don't you dare tell me you wanna be parted from me hyung." Jungkook said it with trembling voice. His tears gonna break again.

I shortened our distance by pulling his chin closer so that my lips could kiss his lips with the passion that held for so long inside of me.

He respond by deepen our kiss while my hand caressing his thigh slowly move behind him with light squeeze that making him moan softly.

Without break their kisses, Jungkook slowly moved from my lap then sat facing me with his arms around my neck. Their groin kept rubbing each time one of them moved. They felt heat all over their body and could hear every groan coming out of their mouths. They continued to crush their lips to one another with endless kisses. Slowly they began to feel their tongues connected and tasted each other with every movement. They are inseparable, every time they tried to pull away but somehow they being pull back in and they continue crushing their lips.

Finally they stop to fill some air into their lungs. They panted so hard.