my omega // bakutodo (ADOPTED)

ouch.

warning : suicidal thoughts, self harm, slurs, verbal abuse, physical abuse, etc.

i never liked writing angst but i feel angsty today

katsukis pov

"DONT FORGET TO COVER YOUR MARK-"

SLAM!

god fucking damnit, icyhot better be careful with my door.
i smile at the thought of him, getting all warm inside and chuckling. lord, if anyone saw me like this id have to blow the whole fucking city up..
i grab my phone and text shouto

"you home?"
read at *insert time.*

"thats weird, why isnt icyhot responding?" i put my phone back down, walking to the bathroom and washing my face. i brush my teeth aggressively and put on some new clothes.

"what the hell do i do now.. icyhot isnt responding to me. should i just call him? FUCK!"
i ran into a door, i was so lost in thought about that tiny omega fucker that i didnt realize it was there.
"FUCK YOU DOOR! GO TO HELL!"

shotos pov

"Shoto Todoroki, I am very disappointed in you."

my heart drops. i drop my school bag, the pills sloshing around in the bottle, making a clink clink noise.

"dad please, he was just at a friends house he told me about it-"
"SHUT UP! I DIDNT ASK YOU TO SPEAK!"

my phone buzzes and the enraged man infront of me snaps his head back towards me. i take my phone out of my pocket to quickly turn it off, only to be pushed to the ground and my phone being taken from me.

"Katsuki Bakugou? whos this boy?"
"just a friend, father. can i have my phone back?" i say standing up, my head down.
"friends don't say 'stay safe kitten.'"

fuck.

"dad please he cant help how he feels-"

SLAP.

fuyumi was laying on the floor, tears pricking her eyes as she held her cheek. i tried running towards her but she shook her head and stood up. she walked away, sobbing.

"YOU CANT JUST HIT HER!" i yell.
"I JUST DID. I didnt know you were a fagg*t shoto. A fagg*t and a omega. the worst combination the child of one the top heros can have."
"HES NOT MY BOYFR-"

my head turns upward as im being grabbed, my throat being squeezed. i grabbed my fathers arms and tried freezing it, successfully making his grip loosen. i drop on the floor and cough, my eyes watering.
i feel something hard touch my stomach, and i smash into the wall. he kicked me in the stomach, then proceeds to step on my phone, breaking it.

"you're banned from using your phone, if you arent home by the time im home, ill fucking kick you harder and break your ribs."

i nod and hold my stomach, sobbing. he walks away and i wait for fuyumi to find me.

she never comes out of her room.

i walk to my room, limping and holding my lower area. my heat is coming back stronger but i cant even contact my alpha..

i look into the mirror and see how badly the burn marks got, i hate being an omega. i fucking hate living. i hate being in this fucking dysfunctional family. i wish i could kill my old man, i fucking hate him. i HATE HIM!
i throw my bag across my room and fall on the floor. i cry. i cry my eyes out. why does it have to be like this? why cant i just be normal? why couldn't i be an alpha? why could i not just be a normal fucking family? i fucking hate this. i hate breathing, i hate crying, i hate this so much.
i walk over to my drawer and pull out the razor.

i never thought id have to use this again.

one.
two.
three.
slice.
one.
two.
three.
slice.

i repeat this several times.

blood. blood is everywhere. i cant feel my arms, im shaking. im sweating so hard, my eyes are crying out pools of water. my stomach burns and so does my neck. i stand up and clean the razor, putting it back, standing infront of the mirror. i grab a blanket and wrap it around myself, getting new clothes and some towels, and the first aid kit. i walk hastily to the bathroom and run the bath. my cuts are bleeding out, if i dont bandage them up, ill most likely pass out. i sit in the bathtub of freezing cold water. the blood slowly turning the used to be clear water into blood red. i drain the water afrer soaking for a while, i struggle to even stand up. i look in the mirror to help bandage myself up, including my neck. i look at the teeth marks that are on the back of my neck.

katsuki.

my stomach has butterflies and i smile.

i cant wait to go to school on monday.