The Text That Saved My Life...[completed]

the text that saved me

Gwen p.o.v

I was in my bathroom crying. Was heather serious when she got back she was gonna beat my ass when she returned!? I continued sobbing. Heather was trents ex but she had the new kid the hot Mexican man candy. I looked up and noticed we had a knife in the bathroom. I got up and walked over to it and picked it up. I raised the knife to my arm and tried not to cry. I cut my arm I continued to cut my arms and then my legs. I cried even harder and cut my legs. I realized there was blood all over the bathroom floor. I got a wet rag and cleaned it and then decided to go all out and just end my life then and there. But I decided to write a note. I went to my room and picked up a sheet of paper and then decided to write in my favorite pen. It was black with skulls and rhinestones on it. Then I went to the bathroom and wrote
"For whoever is reading this note it was written by gwen peir on june 3rd 2019. I decided to commit suicide because life was just to much too handle for me. I was born in the wrong time and the wrong place. I told myself I was doing just fine but I was telling white lies  you would know if you looked at my dull eyes. I try to stop myself from crying every single night but I knew there was nothing to make me feel alright. When summer came by all I wore was long sleeves to cover up the cuts on my wrist that bleed through the seams. I've carried on like a soldier with a battle wound. I had no friends at school all alone I sat every time someone asked I blamed it on my cat. But the cuts on my wrist were no mistake but no one cared enough to save me
from this. I know what I had to do next get the knife stab myself until I'm dead. My parents aren't the ones to blame it was the world who has broken me done and made me feel so ashamed. I'm sorry mom but this world is just not my place. But I wanna thank trent for always being there for me. And my bestfriends dawn and crimson. And kyle for making me a better sister and overall person. So tell trent I live him and make sure he reads this note." When I had finished writing I laid the note on the counter. My phone was close to it but it was turned off. I looked at the moon. "It'll all be over soon..." I said with tears trickling down my face. I picked the knife and placed it at my heart and then slowly placed it by my heart. I was about to stab myself and end my life until I received a text message
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🔸️= trent
🔹️= gwen

🔸️- hey gwen I wanted to tell you that no matter what rumor I hear I'll always love you. Your my world and the moment I laid eyes on you I knew that you were the girl for me. I love you so much. You have been through hard things. But after all of this chaos that we call life changes alot but one thing will never change as long as I live,I will never stop loving you
🔹️ - I love you so much I'm coming over and staying the night

I cried not because I was sad because I was so happy. I threw the knife on the floor. I packed a duffle bag with clothes for tomorrow. I walked out the door. And got in my car and drove to trents house. When I arrived I rang the doorbell and trent answered. I jumped into his arms and started crying. "Gwen what's wrong"? Trent said hugging me tightly. "Nothing I'm just so happy that you sent that text". I said crying tears of joy. We walked in the house ate dinner and then went to his bedroom. I sat on the bed and he sat on the bed. "Hey gwen.." he said nervously. "Yeah best boyfriend". I replied blushing "I dont really know how to say this so I'm just gonna say it". He said blushing. "Wanna make out"? He asked nervously. I stood there shocked for a second and then replied "sure". He got closer to me and then kissed me that kiss lasted 4 minutes. He then stepped on foot by accident "Ow!" I said pulling away. "OMG IM SO SORRY IVE NEVER KISSED A GIRL"! He said nervously. "Here it's ok" I said. "Put your hands on my hips and I'll put mine on your  neck" I said awkwardly. He put his hands on my hip and I put mine on his neck. "Ok let's try this again" trent said smiling akwardly. He started to kiss me then it turned into him him on top of my body and me under him. We were kissing for such a long time I almost forgot about the reason I came here. I got up and explained how the text saved me. He started crying and said he was so glad he sent that text. I looked in his closet and found an old green tee shirt. I wore it then me and trent fell asleep. I cuddle his chest and then fell asleep as happy as I have ever been in this chaos that I call life.

My name is robin and thank you for reading my very first total drama fan fiction