Ricky's POV:
I felt my face go white. "What do you mean you don't want to be alone?" I asked, starting to walk back to the house."You know what I mean Ricky! I don't know if I can take this much more. The voice, he keeps getting stronger everyday I don't cut. I don't know what to do anymore." Sam said, his voice breaking a bit at the end.
I could feel myself starting to panic, "Sam, you don't have to cut. Your strong. Please you don't have to do this." I begged. I was starting to lightly run by now.
All that could be heard on the other end was muffled sobs and the sound of a drawer opening.
"No Sam stop." I pleaded desperately, breaking out into a run. But again, muffled, heart wrenching sobs.
I was full on sprinting now, pushing past people and pleading Sam to stop.
Finally I reached the house, ripping open the front door."Sam? Sam! Are you in here?" I yelled frantically. I heard a quiet sob from the kitchen.
I ran over to the kitchen to find Sam lying on the floor with a knife in his hand and four new cuts on his arm.
Sam's POV:
I looked up at Ricky sadly, seeing the disappointment in his eyes. 'Great look what you've done.'
"Oh no Sam." He cried, dashing over to me. "I'm sorry." I said, tears streaming down my face. "I'm so sorry Ricky, I'm such a pain in the ass to you. I'm worthless and I only slow you down and I'm sorry."
What he did then surprised me. He picked me up, and carried me to the couch, very gently.
"Shh Sam it's okay stop crying, its gonna be okay. I honestly don't know how you can't see that your amazing. Your not a pain in the ass at all, your one of my best friends and I care about you. Wait here for a second." Ricky said, walking to the bathroom.
'He's probably gonna try to leave. He's never coming back.' I sighed deeply. The voice is probably right.
But a few moments later, much to Sam's surprise, Ricky came back carrying a first aid kit. "Here let's clean these up."
Ricky gently took my arms, put some hydrogen peroxide on them and then wrapped them in gauze. "See? All better. And next time please just talk to me about it. I hate seeing you like this." Ricky said.
I looked down at my gauze wrapped arms and said "Thank you Ricky. Really. thank you so much. For everything. Without you, I'd probably already have killed myself by now."
"Well I'm glad I'm here then. Now get some rest. It's been a long day." Ricky said with a small smile. And with that, they went to bed, having overcome yet another day.
Hey so I FINALLY updated, sorry bout that! I was having major writers block but don't worry bout that cause I have BIG plans for this story and its gonna be good :) and also HOLY CRAP I GOT OVER 700 READS ON THIS STORY EEEKK that's a lot for me haha I'm so happyyy! And also a special thanks to @lindzluvsroses21 and for everyone who voted and left comments on my story, for inspiring me to post a new chapter :)
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Everyone Has a Dark Side ( Sam Potorff Fanfiction)
FanfictionOn camera, Sam is happy and carefree, but off camera it's a different story. When the rest of o2l finds out about Sam's self harm issue, things turn into a mess. Will they be able to save him before it's too late? **Trigger Warning** -Completed-