Colby's pov
I woke up in the hotel room to Sam screaming I look over at the clock on the nightstand
12:35 am
"Baby, baby what's wrong?" I asked him but he just pushed me away and got off the bed backing up to the wall and breathing heavily he looking like he was having a panic attack
I jumped up and ran over to him
"Hey calm down, breath I'm here your ok" I said trying to calm down
"No no get away from me" he yelled pushing me away
I grabbed his hands so he couldn't move them and so he would stop pushing me
"Calm down Im right here" I told him
"No you hurt me" he said still fighting against my hand
"Ok stop baby stop look at me" I said and let go of his hands and grabbed his face so he would look at me
"Look at me I won't hurt you I'll protect you from anything I promise, can you tell me what happened?" I asked
For a second he actually stopped and looked at me and breathed in and out calming down until he jumped up to hug me
"I'm sorry it was just a nightmare I'm sorry" he said
"Hey it's ok baby your fine now let get back into bed" I said grabbing his hands so he can stand up and hop into bed before him
"What happened?" I asked
"I just had a nightmare" he said
"You know I want more to that answer" I told him
"Ok ok we were back in high school and my fear came true"
"What fear?" I asked
"When I got up to the bleachers you stood up laughed at me and punched me I tumbled down, all the way down, while hearing your laughing saying you didn't love me and you never did" he said
"Oh baby I'm so sorry" I said wrapping my arms around him
"It's fine I just wanna fall asleep in your arms" he said
"Ok" I said and layed down all the way he layed in my arms his chest to mine my arms wrapped around him pulling him as close as he could be
"I love you so much" I said
"I love you too" he replied
I wake up to crying and quiet whispering I look over and see it's 1:20 am
"Baby" I said startling him a little bit
"What's wrong" I asked him
"It's nothing I didn't wanna wake you sorry" he said
"If something's wrong wake me up next time but what happened" I asked again
"Another nightmare"
"About?"
"I don't wanna tell you" he said whispering
I just looked at him
"Ok I just we were back home and I was out while you were at home and when I got back I walked into our room and you had you were dead" he said
"Jesus baby are you ok" I asked already knowing the answer and the lie he was gonna tell me
"Yeah I don't know if I can go back to sleep though" he said
"Come here" I said opening my arms
He crawled into my arms and we layed down him in my arms in a protective way
Soon I heard gentle snores and I knew I could finally fall asleep
Once again I wake up this time there's not crying or talking but just heavy breathing I look over to see it's only 2:00am I got up and walked over to him kneeing at the side of the bed
"Baby" I said trying to get his attention
He just looked over at me not saying anything and jumped into my arms
"This is the third time it's barely been two hours" I told him
"Every time I go to sleep I have another nightmare" he said starting to cry into my shoulder
"What happened this time?" I asked him
"I was there" he said
"Where baby, where were you?"
"I saw it" he said I just looked into his eyes waiting for him to continue
"Katrina she was in our room you were laying on the bed away from the door on your phone, she walked in and killed you then ran but I couldn't do anything it was like I wasn't there" he said tears streaming out of his eyes that were focused on the ground and not looking at me
"I don't wanna go to sleep again" he said now looking into my eyes
"Ok we can watch tv or something" I said
He just nodded and scooted up to the head board and I walked around to the other side of the bed and grabbed the tv remote getting into bed putting my arm around him and he cuddles into me
I didn't wanna fall asleep again because Sam just fell asleep and he might have another nightmare but I can't stay up much longer
I'm awoken again by Sam shaking me
I blink a little to adjust my eyes and sit up to see his tear stained face and he just dove into my arms wrapping his around me tight and him sitting on my lap now with him sitting on his knees and his legs on either side of me
"You love me right?" He asked looking into my eyes still sitting on my lap
"Of course baby" I said not asking him this time because of him asking if I loved him I figured it was something about me not loving him
"Yes, yes I'll always love you I promise" I told him
"It's 6:00 why don't we just get up and find something to do today we don't go back to la until tomorrow
"Ok" he said simply
"I'll wake Corey and Jake up in a little bit and we can go get breakfast"
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So on Thursday my friend decided he would jump on me from behind without me knowing and he thought I wouldn't fall (I was on concrete by the way) so now my knee hurts really bad
Then Friday someone accidentally banged there head into mine and my head hit the wall really hard
So that was fun
