Love & Pain ( Ray Ray & Yn Story )

Pain From The Heart

Yn POV

We were all at the funeral for roc & tammy . ima miss them . they was always there for me. i wish roc didnt kill himslef & i wish i got to see tammy before she passed . but we all sitting down crying , making speeches & shit. i just dont wanna be here this day is so fucking depressing like i love them so much & there gone & i dont like the fact that i cant do nothing about it. the more i was thinking about this my sadness turned to anger

::: after the funeral at home:::

everyone went in there rooms me & ray just walked thourgh the door

Ray: you okay?

Yn: im fine damn!

Ray: sorry

yn: no im sorry . i shouldnt be taking my anger out of you -kissed his lips-

ray: its okay I know how you feel

yn: no you dont ! all the pain from my heart is turning into anger . i watched roc kill himself & i didnt get the chance to say bye to tammy! -crying- they were my bestfriends i just get get thet thourgh my head that there gone -crying-

ray: its gonna be okay - comforts me& rubbing you back-

ray made me feel good & i passed out while he was rubbing me

11:30 pm

i woke up and everyone was downstairs having fun watching a movie laughing . i just figured out that this is my family now. i lost thought when someone called me name

prince: yn!

yn: yeah

prince: you okay ?

yn: im fine im just relizing all i need is infront of me

everyone: awhhh

Kayla: Group Hugg!

yn: i love you guys so much .

Everyone: we love you too

& now all the pain from the heart is now love to the people i have on my side & back

ima stop right here yeah its short ANNDDDD?!! i wrote on the other book so read that & yeah i would lke if someone at least one person would comment i mean damn commenting is not that hard like foreal its right there just saying peace & blessings!