Love me

Taekook

I saw Suga with J-hope again.

They were hugging.

And smiling.

And laughing.

YOU ARE FUCKING HURTING ME YOONGI

WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO-TO M-ME....

i started to cry again and my only solution was cutting..

i got my blade from my drawer and cut myself..
blood dripping down..
tears falling down..
heart being shattered into millions of pieces..

i decided to give taehyung a try..maybe that'll help remove my feelings for yoongi..

so i text him after i clean myself up and pull my sleeve down

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Me
V-hyung, i made my decision.

V-hyung
So..what is it?

Me
Let's try it..

V-hyung
I promise I won't hurt you
Kookie..

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I went over to his room and hugged him

"You promise hyung?" i asked

"I promise. I'll never do anything to hurt you, i'll only love and support you jungkook"

"Thank you hyung.." i said, hugging him tighter
He kissed my forehead and we stay in that position for a while til i had to leave back to my room

On my way back i saw Yoongi with Jimin..

They were laughing and messing around and then the worst happened..

Yoongi kissed Jimin..

What the actual fuck are you doing hyung..

My....my heart...

Turns out taehyung saw too so he rushed over and hugged me and walked me to my room

"He-he.." i said, my eyes getting teary

"Shhhh,it's okay kookie....don't cry.." he said,hugging me tighter

"D-dont do what he is doing to me hyung..d-dont-dont break my h-heart like this.." i said, crying uncontrollably..

"Don't worry jungkook..i won't do that."

He kissed me and i kissed back..it actually felt good...to know someone actually likes you.. maybe this can work..

but i'm afraid these feeling for yoongi won't go away any time now..