it's been a couple days since when suga came into my room and...
yeah...
i've been avoiding him and avoid eye contact and such
but living with him, isn't helping..
i also haven't told taehyung about it.. i was going to but i feel like he'll get mad at me or something.. i dont know..
anyways, today i was just sitting on my bed, taehyung, jimin went out to the get ice cream and namjoon and jin went to go get groceries
sooooo
it was just me and suga in the dorms
so...yeah..
i decided to stay in my room at that point..
then i heard noises coming from the next room, which is suga's room
⚠️NOT HOLY STUFF COMING UP⚠️
i decided to go into his room so see what was going on
and i see him
jerking off-
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"mmm..kook..~ fuck~"
I was confused on why- why he was jerking off to- u-h
m-me?
i didn't know what to do, i just stood there, watching him
"fuck.."
I realized i got a boner-
fuck.
i decided to try to get rid of it so i unbuttoned my pants and stared pumping myself
"mmm..hyung.."
"huh-j-jungoo?"
I got so scared and i realized what i was doing
"H-h-h...hyung! I- uh-"
Without any warning, he pulled me in and kissed me
and i....
i kissed back
he then pulled away and said..
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"i can help you with your problem if you'd like~"
"please~" i respond
he then kneeled down and took me in
"a-ahhh..h-hyung~"
he moved his head up and down..which fuck that felt good
"ah..hyung~mm~"
wait..
no
no
no
no
no
no
no
no
NO
"WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME" i yell
suga stopped and was confused
"Jun-jungkook?"
"WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING- YOU-YOU-" i just pushed him away and buttoned my pants and left
"..."
i lock myself in my room and think to myself what the fuck did i just do and WHY
He fucking broke my heart many time and- and i'm dating taehyung... to try to get RID of what i feel for Yoongi..
and here i am..
HERE I AM
YOONGI FUCKING GIVING ME HEAD AND MY FUCKING MOANING
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME
AT THIS POINT,HOW WILL I GET RID OF MY FEELINGS FOR YOONGI
UGHHHHH
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FanfictionA yoonkook story. ⚠️Self-Harm⚠️ ⚠️Curse words⚠️ ⚠️Suicidal thoughts, etc⚠️ ⚠️Smut⚠️
