dear my dear,
「its today
the day i tell you how i feel
im supposed to be going to our favorite spot
where we went on my birthday
and we talked the whole time
and you hugged me
wishing me a happy birthday
you said you wanted to be part of my life for as long as i was in yours
that was the day i realized i loved you
it would make sense to confess to you there.
when i get there ill call you,
tell you to come meet me here
that i had something important to tell you
but when i got there
to our spot
i saw you
on one knee
with her
proposing to her
saying how much you want to be with her
"forever"
i could do nothing but stand there
and just let the tears fill my eyes
i felt no emotion
no sadness
no anger
no regret
no love
i felt nothing
you saw me
and said some words
but i could not hear them
i couldn't hear anything
just the sound of me crying
and you chasing after me.
i went back home
and cried
i cried so much
but now
you're getting married
and everything i thought we had
gone.
i hoped that one day
maybe one day
you would feel what i felt
-
ill be putting away these letters
in hope you find and read them
maybe you will change your mind
i hope you will,
but for now my hope is all gone. 」
your dear,
𝓀𝒾𝓂 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝓈𝑒𝑜𝓀
끝
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