feelings i cant explain

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  I've been feeling really numb here lately.....

like i have a blank stare on my face...but then other days there's a really deep pain in my chest...

it kinda feels like someone punched a giant hole right in the middle of my chest. i'm not sure if that counts as depression or if it has another name but it hurts and i don't like it. it makes me wanna curl up get small and cry till i can't anymore or i die whichever comes first. but apparently people care about me so i cant do these things for it will hurt others. so i hide my feelings and raise the mask that everyone sees.......I'm BrOkEn InSiDe!!!!!   but i'm ok...

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