They were too late, Valt was dead.
"Damn it! Fuck!"
Shu grabbed Valt's white, limp hand and screamed into it, sobbing hysterically. He has been on a breakdown for thirty minutes. No one could calm him down. Once he felt the hand filling up with his tears, he removed his face from it to look at his dead love sadly. He slowly climbed on the bed and took the face in his hands. Then he leaned down to kiss all the face.
"I'm..I'm so so sorry, Valty. I should've been better, done better. If it wasn't for my stupid mother, we wouldn't be in this mess.." Shu whispered as the skies turn dark and thunder roaring through the streets. Valt literally became his life, only he truly cared and loved him. No matter what.
'I..I can't be apart from him. It will destroy me, this isn't fair on the kids either. I know what I will become if I continue to remain here..I'm sorry to everyone, I have to do this..'
Shu sighed heavily and got off the bed. He started looking everywhere in the room secretly. Finally, he saw some pills the nurses and doctor somehow have forgotten to get from the last patient who was in the now 'death room'. He smiled softly and took out a note he wrote a while back, when Valt was hospitalized for a long time from an attack.
Shu had planned this.
No, he didn't know about Valt's attack nor of the events that just occurred, including his love's death. It's just that...for a long time, he felt worthless. Shu was depressed and had no value and care of his own life. He knows..to some people, what he has been desiring is selfish, but they...just wouldn't understand. In order to learn more details, they would have to find and read his journal back home.
Ding...dong. Ding...dong. Ding...dong..
The bells started ringing as the storm outside gotten much worse. Shu closed his eyes tightly and prayed to whatever god is there, for forgiveness. He prayed for forgiveness from his family..friends...everyone. He knows he would let the children down. His battered hands from the amount of times he would scratch at them and have them hit by the door or something else hard. It shook as he opened the bottle cap of pills.
Pop!
Some movement of pills are being made, like marbles. Shu's fingers could feel the tiny, toughness of the surface of the pills. He managed to grab four, that is enough. It flew into his mouth and swallowed in one gulp. Minutes passed, Shu started to feel lightheaded and hot. Vision looking blurry like a splash of water on a pair of glasses. Time for some more. It's not working fast enough.
Pop! Krink, krink, krink!
Eight.
Pop! Krink, krink, krink!
Twelve
Pop! Krink, krink, krink!
Sixteen
Pop! Krink, krink, krink!
....twenty.
Booom! Crasssh! Clink! Clink!
Shu collapse with a calm face, his last breath slowly oozing out of him. He glanced at his Valty one last time, heart soaring for a bit as it was in pain and being ripped to pieces at the same time.
"I'm coming, baby. I'm..c-c-c-coming.."
Darkness raids the view, overdose claims his life.
Two minutes come in, family and staff heard the crash. Got there as fast as they could..
"Oh my goodness! Mr. Aoi- Kurenai, can you hear me?! Sir! SIRR!"
They tried everything and never saw a little bit of white foam from the corner of the slack, dry, unresponsive lips. Chest compressions, mouth to mouth...nothing worked. The nurse checked his pulse somberly, became even more emotional when he saw the tears flooding down the knowing faces of the family, friends and staff.
Shu Aoi- Kurenai is dead.
In the afterlife:
"Shu? Why are you here?"
"Had to do what I had to do, sorry baby. For..everything.."
"Oh Shu.."
Their kiss was deep, wet, passionate and just simply, perfect. It was brighter than the stars in the sky. Close to even being brighter than the sun itself. As they move together, never breaking the kiss...
They became one again.
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Valt and Shu One Shots
FanfictionWanted to explore the relationship between these two, stick around and hope you enjoy. 😁👍🏽❤️ Published: October 15, 2019