~𝘐 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘵
𝘈𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘮𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮
𝘋𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘳~
He laid in his bed. Crying. There were so many questions open in his head. Why is it him? Why does it has to be her? Not that he wished someone else this situation but why him?
I still can't believe it
He couldn't believe. Nobody could believe. When he told anyone that he's going to loose her, everyone couldn't believe. They wanted to make him feel better, but there wasn't anything that could make him feel better. He just wanted to disappear.
All of this seems like a dream
In fact, it was a bad dream. Everything was unreal, time seemed to just fly by. He didn't sleep, he couldn't sleep. Everything scared him. He was scared to actually loose her. Knowing that he will loose her hurts, but what happens if he actually loose her?
Don't try to disappear
He tried for so long. He'd always be in his room, trying to disappear from this situation but it never worked. He couldn't disappear so now, he made up a decision in his mind. Don't try to disappear. Don't stop now. If you're walking through hell right now, why would you stop right there?
