i like them both (and other observations)

thoughts

I can see what they meant by heaven in one's eyes
As I lay down beside you, it's worth being despised
And I never imagined I'd have someone like you
who wants everything from me
just like I want everything from you

But these are the hands I've been dealt
I wonder if it's a debt paid for a lifetime alone,
Like you're a gift just for me
Yet you look at me like you're the one blessed
You look at me like I'm something else,
something more.
I rue the day you realize I'm so fucking human.

I'm scared that you'll go just as quick as you came
I'm scared I'm not enough to make you stay
I'm scared we won't last forever, like this feels
And I love that you know I'm afraid
And still you kiss that part of me

I am so fucking human
And you look at me like I'm not,
Like I'm something more

-08/17/2015