If Only / Hi

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Chapter 6

Willow's POV

I am getting ready for bed when Eliza FaceTimes me.

Me: Hey Eliza

Eliza: Hey how are you

Me: I am fine

Eliza: how are you really

Me: You know me too well. I am a mess

Eliza: Tell me about it

Me: Well I found my mate

Eliza: Really who is it

Me: Wyatt

Eliza: That is great. You are both are werewolves

Me: No it's not.

Eliza: What do you mean

Me: Eliza he is going to go through so much suffering because I die the night of the full moon. If I don't find the moonstone. I am dead by morning.

Eliza: What?! That is in only a couple of days away. Why didn't you tell me sooner. I could've helped you start to look.

Me: There is nothing you can do I have to do this alone.

Eliza: I know your lying to me why won't you let me help

Me: Because I don't want anyone to hurt, killed, or in pain because of me anymore

Eliza: We can all help. The werewolves would help a fellow werewolf and the same person who is helping them. The humans will stick by the person that has helped them through the last two years. And us zombies will stick up for the girl that did'nt care if they were different and still hung with all of them. You need to tell them what and who you really are

Me: Eliza I am not ready to tell them. I am not ready to die. I am not ready for the pain I will bring to everyone to him.

Eliza: Then tell them and you won't have to die or leave anyone and more importantly your mate. We will have to talk more tomorrow I have to go goodnight Willow.

Me: Goodnight Eliza

We hung up and I was just sitting on my bed in my thoughts. About my life. How I let Hunter in and ruin it. How I am trying to fix it without hurting anyone else. I then realize no matter what I choose Someone will get hurt. If I don't tell them when I die then would be sad that I left them and they find out how I died or if I do tell them and they can't help me I still die and they would think the guilt is on them for not saving me. Urg I don't know what to choose.

(Play Song  P.S. some of the lyrics I kinda had to change for the book but there is only like two lines that I changed so yeah)

Willow

A million thoughts in my head

Should I let my heart keep listening?

'Cause up 'til now I've walked the line

Everything lost but something still missing

I can't decide what's wrong, what's right

Which way should I go?

If only I knew what my heart was telling me

Don't know what I'm feeling, is this just a dream?

Ah-oh, yeah

If only I could read the signs in front of me

I could find the way to who I'm meant to be

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