A book in which two famous men at the peak of their careers struggle with deep feelings for each other. Zayn knows he has never been gay but why can't he stop thinking of Harry then? Why can't he get this pretty, sassy and kind hearted boy out of hi...
Harry: For which part exactly? Fucking me and ditching me in one night or pretending I don't exist?
Zayn: All of it. I fucked up, babe.
Harry: You can't call me that anymore. Not after everything
Zayn: I know, I know.
Harry: I thought we were okay. I thought everything was fine
Zayn: I want to give you an honest answer but I don't know if I can. My head is such a mess right now. I'm so confused, Harry.
Harry: About the way you feel about me?
Zayn: I've never felt like this about anyone. I thought it was just because we connect more than anyone else in the band and were good friends but I was lying to myself. I don't think I can actually live without you. I can't breathe until I hear your name on the news and know you're okay. Everytime you flash your dimples, I hope you're smiling because of me. I can't stand to see you sad because that shit rips me fucking apart. Do you understand what I'm saying? I fucking love you and that's wrong. Harry I shouldn't, I really fucking shouldn't
Harry: Zayn...
Zayn: You don't have to say anything, I know I already fucked things up. But I just wanted you to know that you mean the world to me. I know I don't always say the things you wantme to say and I find it hard to talk about my feelings but I don't want you to think that you were never important to me or it meant nothing
Harry: This is all I ever wanted from you Zayn. Not for you to say you loved me but to tell me what was on your mind, to tell me how you felt.
Zayn: I know. I'm not good at communicating but I'm working on it, you deserve it. No one understands me the way you do. You're always so patient with me and I love that about you. I wish things could have been different
Harry: I'm trying to hate you, don't make it hard
Zayn: You deserve so much better than me, Harry. So much better
Harry: I wanted you
Zayn: Another world, another lifetime I would have made you mine.
Harry: What's stopping you now?
Zayn: I don't expect you to understand, we're so different you and I. You can be anything Harry and the world would still love you. Things aren't like that from my side
Harry: Your religion? If they can't accept you for who you are then they don't deserve you, Zayn
Zayn: It's not just that. I can't be gay. I just can't.
Harry: I didn't take you for someone so close minded. Your acceptance for diversity, individualism and self-expression is one of the things that drew me to you
Zayn: I don't care about what people do with their lives and sexualities. You could wear lipstick and heels and I'd still love you. You're my best friend
Harry: It's a little too late to be friend zoning me when you had your dick in my ass last time we met
Zayn: Can we please not talk about it
Harry: Do you regret it?
Harry: Of course you do, who am I kidding
Zayn: I'd never regret being with you. I didn't expect things to get so out of hand but I don't think I want to take it back
Harry: We've fooled around before...
Zayn: Yeah but handjobs and blow jobs don't count. Most straight guys get head from other men
Harry: I don't know why you texted, Zayn. Clearly gay people disgust you. I'm Pan but that's still offensive
Zayn: Can we, I don't know...try to be friends again?
Harry: After you told everyone we never talked, are you kidding me?
Zayn: That was dumb wasn't it
Harry: You think?
Zayn: Stop being a smartass. I was, freaking out I guess. I thought everyone who saw me knew. That they could tell I'd uhm...
Harry: Fucked a guy?
Zayn: Yes Harry, fuck you can be so blunt sometimes
Harry: You love it
Zayn: I do. So can we be friends again?
Harry: What's in it for me? 😏
Zayn: My company's not enough?
Harry: Nope
Zayn: Oh well, I guess I'll just give those Spanish chocolates I bought to someone else
Harry: DON'T YOU DARE
Zayn: You know the words
Harry: Fine, I'll be your friend your Zayn. Happy now?🙃
Zayn: Yes.
Zayn: I was actually lying about the chocolates. I haven't been to Spain in ages.
Harry: I'll block you😐
Zayn: Lmao. Gosh, I missed you.
Harry: Imissedyoutoo
Zayn: What was that?
Harry: I MISSED YOU TOO. IS THAT LOUD ENOUGH FOR YOU
Zayn: It'll do😊
Harry: Zebra
Zayn: We both know that's not going to offend me
Harry: Still a zebra
Zayn: And you are a prince, Harreh❤
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Hey Zarries.
Can we have a vote for every time Harry called Zayn a zebra?
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