🦋☁️Bulimia☁️🦋

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"You should've just shut up Jungkook, thanks a fucking lot" I groaned snatching my hand from out of his.

"Really, I'm trying to hel-"

"Stop trying to help me, you only seem to make things worse, just leave me alone, last night you said what you said so why you trying to "help me" where is your girlfriend, I'm leaving" I mumbled the last part walking towards the bathroom door.

"No wait!" Jungkook grabbed my by thin lengthy arm and turned me around. "Tae please just hear me out, I'm sorry"

"Yea I'm sorry too, that I don't care about your sorry" I tried to turn around and walk out the door but I was grabbed again and slammed against the bathroom door.

"Tae, what's wrong with you, you've changed"

"Yea, finally right"

"It's not a good thing tae, I want the old you back"

"You want the old me back? (I chuckled) no, I don't know why, aren't you tired of hearing me whine about my sickness, seeing me sick, or just seeing me period, you said it yourself, I should've just killed my-"

"TAE!, please stop"

"Jungkook just please stay away from me, it's not making me feel better it's making me feel worse" I turned around and walked out the bathroom door listening to it squeak as it opens.

****

I slowly strolled down the street towards my house, the cold wind hitting my soft warm skin giving me goosebumps.

I kept my head down, too heavy to lift up right now.

After walking for a while I felt something creeping up on me. I started to walk a little faster and ignore the extra presence behind me.

"Hey loser!"

I heard someone yell and then push me making me hit the cold, hard, rocky ground.

I slowly turned around to see Beomseok and some of his other friends behind me with the devils smirk plastered against their ugly faces.

I got up and continued to walk, maybe if they see that they aren't fazing me they'll leave me alone.

I thought WRONG.

"Don't ignore be punk"

I felt something wet hit the back of my head, so I touched it and looked, great!, it was an egg, a raw one.

I still ignored them and continued to walk towards my house this time walking a little faster then I was before.

"Hey kid!"

Before I could even realize what was going on, I was on the ground.

Pain

Pain

Pain

Pain

Pain

My body went stiff, I felt like I had no control over my body, the once cold air turned into hot air, making salty sweat run down my forehead. My breathing hitched up, higher and higher.

I couldn't see
I couldn't hear

I needed help.

But I could still feel little shocks of pain one after another.

Maybe I'm dreaming, maybe this whole day isn't real, maybe I don't even exist.

The pain suddenly stopped. And the hot air went cold again.

"It's okay Taebear" I could hear my mothers voice faintly.

******(2 hours later)

I opened up my weak eyes and scanned my surroundings, my room?

The last thing I remember was being on the cold hard ground.

"Taebear, your woke, here drink some of this tea, it's gonna help you, I'm making some soup okay?" My mom walking in saying as she placed her cold hand on my warm cheek.

"Yes, but I'm not sick"

"Tae, I want you to feel better even if you aren't sick, please don't fight me and just let me help you"

Instead of arguing I just let her take care of me. I couple minutes after she left my room she came back with soup.

"Okay!, tae I have to go to work, Jungkook is gonna stay here and make sure your okay."

Jungkook walked through the door with a big bunny smile on his face.

"Oh so you didn't just bring soup back you brought this betra-"

"OKAY!, Miss Kim you should get going I don't want you to be late to work." Jungkook yelled over me.

My mom kissed my forehead and then Jungkooks "be good boys"

She walked out of my room and not to long after I could see her car lights leaving the house.

Now it was just me and Jungkook, and the silence.

God help me.

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Thank you _bye_bye__ for reading, voting, and commenting on my story💖.

Sorry for not updating much, I've been sick🥺✌🏽