Hey guys! It's been quite a while hasn't it. Well... Some other things happened.
So... late November of last year I got my first girlfriend; and we were going strong until a few days before Christmas break when she broke up with me, during 3rd period, OVER TEXT! I asked her why and she said she didn't want to hurt me. I was heartbroken. I actually asked if I could be excused from math and cried in the bathroom. Then at my friends secret santa party the day we got out of school for Christmas break she kissed me. Also, my brother that that I haven't seen, talked to, or heard from in 3 years, remember him? Well I found his school email address and started talking to him and my cousin.
I know it sounds like I'm just talking about myself but this is just my way with coping.
I came out to my parents and got grounded and was forced to 'drop the idea' (I didn't)
And then this last thing that happened just 3 days ago. I'll put screenshots of the message I had with a friend about it where she was giving me advice. Here:
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I know she won't see this because she doesn't follow me on here. But I am so upset about it and I don't know what to do because she blocked me and won't talk to me at school and I just wanna be her friend. I cut my wrist yesterday night in the shower. I know, I shouldn't have but I... I couldn't help it. Something was nagging at me to do it and I gave in... I'm so sorry.
God... My life is going downhill. Also this happened.
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Yeah... He called me a faggot...
Some boys called my friend Rowan a faggot and I almost went balistic.
