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I was sitting on the couch as Jonathan sat next to me. "You need to fucking understand whatever you need and want me to be I'll be that for you, but you got to stop running away Y/N you ain't the only one who's scared in this relationship but Im all in because I love you" he said as I wiped my tears away looking the other way.

"Y/N please look at me?" He asked as I looked at him. "On my pops I love you and I wouldn't let shit happen to you, if I didn't care I wouldn't be right here with your stubborn ass" he said. He then stood up picking my body up off the couch. "What are you doing?" I questioned as he ignored me walking me to my room laying me on the bed.

Jonathan begun to kiss my neck slowly planting kisses on my bare skin that was visible on my chest. He lifted my oversized shirt kissing my chest and stomach slowly. I just laid there biting down on my lip. "Jon seriously" I said as he came to my lips kissing them softly.

I kissed back slowly then pulled away moving from under him. "I got work to do" I simply said sitting up as he looked at me. "Aight let me know about your next doctors appointment is" he simply said "no it's okay Megan is coming with me I know you got shows" I said opening the door.

He kissed my head "Aight let me kno whatever you need" he stated as I nodded not looking at him. "Be safe" I said as he nodded "you too mama" he stated before leaving out.

At My next doctors appointment they were telling me whether I was having a boy or a girl and I wanted Jonathan to be there but then I didn't want to see him it was complicated.

My phone started ringing as I answered it hearing Jonathan's mother. "Hey baby" she said making me smile. "Hey" I responded. "Jonathan told me everything that happened and I just wanted to know we're you okay?" She asked as I sighed.

"Can I be honest?" I asked "of course" she stated. "I'm not, I feel like I messed up something that this girl was hoping for. I know I didn't have no business sleeping with him either but I just feel like I messed up a home" I admitted.

"I love how you're so mature about taking responsibility for the things you know you are wrong for but baby, that wasn't a home to begin with they cheated on each other constantly then argued when they found out the other cheated" she explained.

"But baby you can't get mad at him for something he was doing before you two dated, if he left her alone while you two were talking then you shouldn't be that upset but at the same time I can see you being scared he's going to do the same thing to you he did to her" she said as I listened.

"That's wrong on his part baby and he got to gain your trust he already know what to do but there's nothing me or your mother or anybody else can say or do to help y'all this is up to you two if you two want to make it work" she explained as I faintly smiled.

"But anyway besides that Megan, your mother and I are doing the gender reveal so you and Jonathan better make it cordial" she said as we shared a small laugh. "Always cordial you don't have to worry about that" I assured. "I know but love you baby I got to start ordering this stuff for the gender reveal.

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It was 2 weeks later and I was at my doctors appointment for the baby. Today was going to be the day Megan found out the gender my mother and Megan were keeping it from Jonathan and I. I knew it was a boy for sure.

Jonathan wanted me to FaceTime the whole appointment And the ultrasound so he could see. We still weren't really talking but he got me and vice versa no matter what we were doing.

Since Jonathan and I broke up we didn't post anything On the internet about it but people suspected it and was talking about it.
Sabrina was constantly posting some bullshit and I've been MIA as far as social media. Jonathan did clear up what Sabrina was saying about Jonathan and I.

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