ghosted. // taesana (completed)

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star

"no. kaya ko na sarili ko, umalis ka na." masungit na pagtaboy ko kay taehyung nang makarating kami sa bahay.

"hindi mo kaya, star. i'll take care of you." mahinahong wika niya sa akin at nilapitan naman kami ni nics unnie. "hayaan mo na taehyung, kami na ang bahala kay star."

"i was just trying to help."

"you're not helping at all." malamig na sagot ko sa kaniya at tinitigan niya lang ako. i rolled my eyes at tingnan rin siya and raised my right eyebrow.

"sorry, attitude talaga 'tong babaeng 'to. pagod lang yan. alis ka na." wika ni nicole unnie kay taehyung and he sighed, "fine. call me if you need anything, i'm one call away." ngumiti siya at tumalikod na.

i watched him leave the house and close the door, piste, sabi nang kaya ko na sarili ko tapos pinagpilitan pang hindi. ugh, once is enough for a wise man.

"alam niyo ba yung bagong virus na kumakalat ngayon? ang dami nang meron nito, madami na rin namatay. gosh, ayoko pa!" pagmamaka-arte ni smile habang may binabasa sa kaniyang cellphone.

"ahhh, yung covid 19 ba yon?" tanong ni kryss kay smile at tumango naman si smile.

"well duh, i almost died, i bet a virus can't kill me." mahina kong sabi at nagtinginan sila sa akin, what? it's true tho. muntikan na akong mamatay.

okay maybe i shouldn't be ignorant, baka kainin ko sinabi ko at mamatay pa dahil sa covid. oh no!

pumunta muna ako sa kwarto ko habang sila ay busy sa paguusap tungkol sa covid. nakakalakad na rin naman ako, pero minsan medyo masakit, but i'm fine so no worries at all.

napatingin ako sa cellphone ko na nagvibrate tatlong beses and checked who keeps on messaging me.

ofcourse! no other than taehyung, duh?

taehyung kim

hi star.

hope you're fine.

are you sure kaya mo na?

star minatozaki

taehyung kung hindi ako okay magmamakaawa ako sayo na huwag ka munang umalis

pero okay ako kaya pinaalis na kita okay?

okay na okay ang buhay ko kaya ayos lang na paalisin kita sa buhay ko| backspace

taehyung kim

next time kasi magiingat ka okay?

promise me you'll take care of yourself, star.

star minatozaki

k.

ano bang pake mo kung magingat ako o hindi?

taehyung kim

mahirap ba itatak sa isipan mo na mahal kita, star?

that's why i'm worried and concerned. mag-ingat ka naman sa susunod kasi i don't want to lose you.

star minatozaki

mahal mo ako pero naniniwala ka sa mga sabi-sabi?

lol.

alam mo ba?

i've had enough of your bullcraps, you, your friends, and even my friends.

honestly at this point i don't even know if they're still my friends.

taehyung kim

what are you talking about?

wala akong maintindihan.

star minatozaki

yeah righhtttt

wala ka talagang maiintindihan kasi u believed that stupid picture that my friends showed u. come on, taehyung! you're so dumb for believing that it was actually me.

u guys didn't even confront me about it.

you guys let me drown in my own thoughts.

i cant believe it.

you signed out.