Don't you understand
How it feels to comfort your crying mother
Her tears burn like fire
Her touch feel shaken
You hold her tight , repeating the words "I love you" until it feels like your lugs are about to break
Feel so misplaced, have done it so many times before
Hoping each time was the last
For she broke down and cried
For men that steps in her life as they then break and shatter her to prices
Time and time again
How I wish this pain could end
I had once thought she found the one
But only to find that its dead end
Tho I fought and made your life hell for a year or two
With fights, audited , suicide, my Guard was always up....
Thinking you were going to be like all the rest
But soon those fun times made that thought disappear
my shield turn into dust
Letting the wind blow it away
But sadly, the peaceful times is what makes me blind
As soon that shield blew away....
I became a once more defenseless child
Her tears burn like fire
Her touch feel shaken
I hold her tight , repeating the words "I love you" until it feels like my lugs are about to break
You had said you loved us
You had said you would never leave us
You had said you would be a father
But I don't see that...
I see a man, that to prideful to ever admit that he was wrong. I see a man that's to scared to cry, to even feel something with us.
You put a barrier up that's to hard to Break and when we ever come close to have it crack.
You become frustrated, aggravated and just push us away!!!!
Far away to the point that it hurts
My mother and your children love you
Hell I love you, I care about you
More then I can say about my own father....
But words come up once again
You are just like all the rest
My tears are burning
My body trembles
I hold myself tight , repeating the words "please prove me wrong " until it feels like my lugs are about to break
