The Love Of Her Life

Nightmares part one

Stef's: POV
As we were heading back to Lena's house. She was quite the whole way home, l can't imagine
What Lena saw that spooked her out to the point. She stopped talking. I want to help her through this, Once we arrived at Lena's place. I made her cup a of peppermint tea, to help her relax
Lena went upstairs to have a shower, l decided to turn on the news to see what the weather supposed to be this weekend
As I'm searching through the channels. There was in black and white, Samantha Lancaster a twenty-three year old was found earlier tonight by local officials.
They rule her death to be a suicide attempt, the young woman stuffed from bipolar disorder. Stef was loss for words
This was what Lena tried to explain, Stef felt sorry for the girl
Stef had her problems with Sam
But Stef didn't know she was unstable and sick. Stef wasn't going to let this incident get the best of her, Stef just wanted to be there for her girlfriend. Tomorrow Stef was going shopping for Frankie's birthday gift, Francesca wrote a list of stuff she wanted for her special day. When Stef saw the what she
Had written, Stef was surprise
When Frankie asked for a baby sister. Stef felt her emotions. Getting the best of her, Stef needed to talk to Lena. Wanting to start a family with Lena, Since Stef couldn't have a child of her own. That's when she thought of Lena saying she wanted to have a another child.
But Lena was still young and healthy to carry a baby to term
Stef had her eggs harvested a few years ago. After finding  out
She had cancer and couldn't have children. Lena was the perfect candidate to carry, Stef's baby
With everything that has taken place in the five hours ago. Stef wanted to wait, until Lena for it health wise. Stef poured the tea into two mugs, for her and Lena Stef turned off the television
And went straight upstairs to check on Lena. When she enter in the bedroom and heard the shower running. But Stef also could hear Lena crying at the same time, it was breaking Stef's heart to here Lena cry. Stef knocked on the bathroom door before entering, when she didn't hear a response. Stef become worried, Stef turned the knob of the door. And enter inside
Stef saw Lena behind the glass shower, sitting down in the shower crying and shaking all over. Stef knew instantly what to do, Stef removed all her clothes and got in the shower with Lena to comfort her emotional girlfriend. As they cried together
Stef wasn't crying for Sam, she was crying for the fact. Lena crying hysterically, Stef held Lena in her arms. Lena buried her face in Stef's chest, as she sob
Lena wanted to feel close to Stef
Stef pushed Lena back up against the wall. And made love to Lena slowly, Lena moaned and cried at the same. Stef wasn't looking for Lena to pay her back, Stef knew she needed a release. Stef picked Lena up, and Lena wrapped her legs around Stef's waist. And made love to repeatedly, then Stef took Lena's wash cloth, and
Begin Washing. Lena's body
In that moment, Stef told Lena how much she loved her. And she was never going anywhere, and they were going to get through this. What she said next shocked
Lena, Stef told Lena she wanted Lena to have her baby. Stef planted hickeys all over Lena's body, Lena didn't care. She just wanted to feel Stef's love,

Lena's: POV
When they got back home
Lena needed sometime to herself
to process everything that happened tonight. She thought a hot shower would relax her body
As she turned on the shower, and she took off her clothes. Lena stepped inside the shower, Lena couldn't stopped the tears from falling.as she broke down crying
Lena couldn't get the image out of her mind. Of that poor girl's body, she saw lying there dead on the ground. Lena wanted to forget what her eyes saw, Lena was totally distraught. Her mind was racing, everything around her. Was spinning, Lena couldn't catch her breath. Lena realize she was having a panic attack
Lena needed to find something to focus on. It's been a long time since, Lena had anxiety attacks
This was the worst. One she ever had, her body was shaking uncontrollably. When Stef enter the bathroom and saw Lena at her breaking point, Stef remembered what Lena's father Stuart said.to her about Lena having attacks, Stef never experienced seeing someone she love. Going through that type of trauma, Stef quickly took off all her clothes and got in the shower
With Lena. Lena was so out of it
She didn't hear Stef come in the bathroom. Honey l kept seeing that her body lying there, Lena said this as she cried. Lena followed Stef breathing, l know baby you saw something horrible tonight but I promised I'll never leave your side. Just breath, Stef says to Lena, Stef managed to calm Lena down. As Stef made love to Lena, it was in that moment Lena slowly calmed down. Her breathing return to normal, everything hit her all at once. Stef never seen Lena like this before, she wanted to be there For her girlfriend.
In the shower. Stef kissed Lena all over her body, Lena cried and moaned out in passion. As Stef stepped out of the shower to get to towels. For them, Stef washed her body before getting out.
She just wanted to be there for Lena. Stef was so in love with Lena that it scared her, Stef had so many emotions going on
Stef never felt this love before
So free. Nothing else matter to her, Lena and Frankie were her family and she wanted to protect from any danger. She wanted to move in with Lena, and helped raise frankie.