What is wrong with me?
They all seem to ask
I dont have an answer.
Some just point and laugh
What is wrong with me?
She just seemed to scream
I'm useless and needy
and i have such low self-esteem
what is wrong with me?
my heart has turned to ice
my feelings feel completely frozen
I dont want my life
what the hell is wrong with me?
I feel so stupid and ashamed.
I simply turned my back on you
and pushed you far away
What is wrong with me?
these stupid fucking voices
won't shut the hell up.
i've tried over and over
but yelling stop isnt enough.
What is wrong with me?
I dont fully know anymore
my emotions are all fading
I want to walk out the door.
What is wrong with me?
I don't want to be here
I want to be back home
What is wrong with me?
I'm past the point of fucked up.
I'm now to the point of shut down.
What is wrong with me?
I've been screaming help for so long
my voice is no longer there.
what is wrong with me?
I'm so tired
yet I cant fall asleep.
What is wrong with me?
I'm so hungry
yet I never want to eat
what is wrong with me?
I'm past the point of breaking
I'm at the point of shattered.
I just want to fucking be free already.
YOU ARE READING
If it's true (A Simple Journal in the life of a soon to be 18 year old)
Non-FictionSo, this being my first book, it's going to have a mixture of genres. poetry, all true, might contain some fiction. If what I think is going to happen happens, then it's gonna help me create a new story for this account. Hope you enjoy!
