stay ▶️ seongsang #WATTYS2020

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trigger warning: some violence at the beginning

「𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐞𝐲𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐜𝐭, 𝐢'𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮」

yeosang was in his room, he'd went home early knowing that hongjoong and jongho were coming soon to pick him up, he was peacefully pressing the flowers that seonghwa had given to him inside his books, he can still feel the bliss when seonghwa had kissed him the nights prior until his brother had come in 

"what do you want?" yeosang snaps almost immediately "no need to get snappy with me young man, is this the way to treat your older brother?" he asks, sitting in front of yeosang on the bed "can you get out of my room, please?" yeosang asks, more calmly this time, he just wanted to be alone 

"oh, did lover boy give this to you?" he picks up one of the flowers and yeosang immediately snatches it away from him "what if he did? what? gonna steal him away from me? can't stand the fact that a person is interested in me? not everything is about you hyung." he challenges, glaring at him but jaejoong just chuckles sarcastically 

"as if he's going to be with you forever," he stands up while yeosang harshly bit on his bottom lip so he wouldn't say anything harsh, knowing he'd get in trouble for being disrespectful 

"he's from seoul yeo, once he goes back, he's going to forget all about you," he taunts even more "you're merely his summer fling, you won't be in his mind when he's not here." yeosang stands up from his bed, shoving jaejoong and yelling for him to just get out 

"look at you, reeking of insecurity, have you even told him of your condition?" yeosang froze, his anger subsiding as he closes his mouth "oh, you haven't? i see, i'd gladly tell him why your sorry ass is still at home like a fucking burden." that's when yeosang snapped and punched him square in the jaw 

"you take that back!" he yells at him, shoving him to the floor and repeatedly punching him as he cries, he truly reached his breaking point.

"what is going on in here?!" their mom had rushed upstairs to see her younger son beating the daylights out of her older son 

"get off him yeosang! what is the matter with you!" their dad had pried yeosang off jaejoong and when the younger was acting like a feral animal trying to get loose to beat him up even more, he earns a hard slap to the face, hard enough that he feels the blood on his tongue, his dad's eyes widen at the realization that he had just hit his youngest son "yeo, i'm so-" he shoves his dad as well

"fuck you all! all my life you've made me feel like i was nothing! i get that i wasn't a planned child but for fuck sake at least treat me like i mean something to you! get the fuck out of my room!" he roars, it was unlike him. 

he felt like he was a different person as he throws one of his books at the mirror, smashing it into bits and pieces, he was shaking with anger, overwhelmed by what he had done as he blindly takes out a large bag and he shoves some clothes, his books, art supplies, and of course, his current prized possession, the dragon stuffie that seonghwa had given him.

despite the yells from his parents to calm down and not make any rash decisions, he pushed past them, rushing down the stairs and getting on his bike, his eyes were a bit blurry due to the tears but he pushed through and just kept pedalling, even though he felt his heart and lungs grow heavy, he just kept going, he didn't want to be home anymore.