I've had a thought stuck in my head all day today.
it's kinda unusual and kinda strange.
My mum says that I'm not gonna get better if I don't try with my own efforts.
and then I started thinking.
what if the truth is, I don't want to get better because at least when I'm feeling depressed or anxious, I'm actually feeling something for once.
I don't know if it's just me, but I feel like this could be the truth.
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