Foudroyant (Manuel Neuer)

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I have come to the point where I give up on everything

(Not football of course because it's literally my life)

I am giving up on Denise

I can't do it anymore

It's too much, it's all too much

She's too much. . .

My life is literally a roller coaster ride

Loving Denise, it's all too painful for me

I don't think I'll be able to go on this love I have towards her

She's married for the love of God!

She's Denise Müller,

Müller

Shall I spell it?

M-ü-l-l-e-r

If only she knows the never ending heartache I am having right now

The endless pain of heart break that I don't even know exist

Is this even 'love'?

I thought I had loved someone before, I was wrong

Then I met Denise,

And the world seemed to be more beautiful and brighter than before

It's horrible don't you think?

That you fall in love with people

It makes you so vulnerable

It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means,

That―that. .

That someone can get inside you and mess you up

Bottom line is that

We should never fall for someone we're not supposed to

Maybe I really should move on

It's best for me to let her go than to hold her close

When there is nothing to love

I should've listened to Bastian

I should've accepted his offer to help me move on

I'll try though

It'll be hard― just like Bastian said

But I must

I must let her go and. . move on

Loving her was the best and worst thing that ever happened to me

Best because I experienced real love

Worst because she didin't love me as much as I loved her

But I'm thankful for my bittersweet love towards her

Because, I now learn the lesson to not love someone

We're not supposed to

_____________________

i... finished..

my god. is this even real?

i finished!

not a happy ending sorry (and not longer)

and no epilogue, i can't really think of one :/

but you know,

i've been thinking about this..

maybe,

you can be the one who writes the epilogue!

i mean, it can be like a one shot or some sort, you know?

it doesn't have to be in poetry (but if you want to then you may)

i'll even publish those that i think are great (thought i'm sure you all will do brilliantly)

maybe manu changes his mind and tries to get denise

maybe he will end up with someone else, like Lea (i have come to ship them, i don't know why)

but you know, i'm just giving you ideas here

but i want you to write what do you think will happen to manu

do you think that's a great idea?

well tell me what you think and if you want to make it,

MAKE IT

and don't forget to dedicate it to me (or inform me, either way) so i can read it :D

good luck!

-Maria