you are everything I wanted ( Aizawa Shota x Reader)

Hizashi how could you (chapter 12)

warning: this chapter mentions things that some people may be sensitive to. Please don't read if this will make you upset ( mentions-rape, self-harm, suicide, abuse)

"STOP"

Aizawa and i turned around to see a tipsy Hizashi standing outside my door.

"NO YOU DON'T DESERVE HER" Hizashi said shouting

"Hizashi what the hell are you doing here!" i said walking down the steps in my heals.

Hizashi's pov

5 hours earlier

"Hey c'mon class settle down," Hizashi called out as everyone chatted away.

"Sorry sir there's just a really interesting piece of gossip going around right now" Ashido called out

"Ooohhhh okay what is it"

"Hahaha sir you're such a child" Kaminari laughed

"I'm not denying anything. C'mon tell me" Hizashi pleaded 

"Well... Ojiro and Aoyama heard y/n ask Mr. Aizawa out."

what, How, how dare Aizawa and... her! She... I thought she wasn't dating. she told me she was gonna concentrate on her career and id be the first to know if she was ready.

What the hell is this? She chose Aizawa over her friend of 8 years. 

"Sir are you okay," Uraraka asked

"I... mhmm." i need to stop this "that's... interesting class but I'd like to go back to English. What I am here to teach you so everyone be quiet and pay attention." wtf is wrong with her

After school Hizashi is at home

Why would she choose him!

He doesn't know anything about her! I'm the one who stuck by her after that mother fucker broke her, I'm the one who made her okay!I'm the only one who knows anything about her, he knows fuck all and yet she chooses him! Why WHY?!!!! WHY WHY WHY!!!

Ugh i need a drink.

present time

"what the hell am i doing here!? what the hell is he doing here!?" I said shouting and pointing at Aizawa

"Hizashi you're drunk" y/n said sighing and placing a hand on my shoulder,

"you told me you weren't gonna date anyone for a long time because of Riku and how he.." y/n cut me off before i could finish

"Hizashi GO HOME NOW!"

"Hizashi lets talk about this tomorrow when you've sobered up." Aizawa said calmly

"i...o..ok fine, tomorrow"

Aizawa gave me a nod and then looked at y/n and gave her a smile

I wanted to throw up

"NO FUCK THAT!" i shrieked 

"Hizashi please just..." y/n said

"oh i see..." i said a smug look on my face "he doesn't know" how hilarious.

"Hizashi this is none of your business!" she shouted

"no he has a right to know, did you know that before y/n came here she used to be a model in Tokyo and was engaged to a man called Riku"

"Hizashi please stop!" she began to cry

"no! if you're gonna fuck this little shit he's gotta know all the shit that comes with you and how broken you are and how I'M THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN FIX YOU AND MAKE YOU BETTER"

the words just came flying out of my mouth. SHIT. Too far

"Hizashi stop!" Aizawa punched Hizashi right in the face causing him to land on his knees

Aizawa walked up to y/n "hey are you okay" he cupped her face in her hands.

Hizashi got back up kicked Aizawa right in the stomach. he fell to the ground

"Riku was a model and hero too, he could use mind control... when they met y/n didn't like him so he made Y/N fall in love with him and made her sleep with him on the first night that they met. that's right she was raped!"

Aizawa got back up and swung for another punch they both kept fighting as they were shouting and Hizashi kept talking

"He made y/n agree to marry him and when she tried to leave him he would make her cut herself and act like she needed help! act like she was crazy! the scars on her body, thats not from hero work NO she did that to her self"

Aizawa kept punching him trying to shut him up and Hizashi kept fighting back 

" she spent 2 years in a mental institution"

"SHUT THE FUCK UP HIZZASHI" Aizawa shouted throwing kicks and punches 

 "he convinced her she was suicidal and don't even get me started on her fucked up childhood with her fucked up fami..." Hizashi continued 

y/n pov

why can't I move... hearing this story again it's making me so.. scared. That man... I've never told anyone about that except for him... so why would he do this to me, why would Hizaszshi hurt me like that.

My tears burned my face and my hair was so long now it could have wrapped around me 10 times.(the hair has to do with my quirk, this will be explained later)

shit..., i looked down and i had dug my nails into my hand so hard that they were dripping in blood. Enough.. I'm not going to let this hurt me.. this happened years ago its the past. It's the past. IT'S THE FUCKING PAST AND THAT'S ENOUGH!

"STOP" i shouted with all my strength. They froze 

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