The Power of a Petal

Serious Matters Turned into Putty

I found him after the play ended, and I was torn. I didn't know what to feel, negative because his wounds were my fault. I should have never... Perhaps I should just go with Bill. It'd hurt, it'd tear my soul in half. I lost that thought when I ended up being the only one in the clinic with him. I gulp, taking in his features. His eyebrows were furrowed, and his mouth turned in a frown. He was hurt, was it because he lost? Was it because it wasn't worth it? Was it because of me? Of Course it is, I know it's my fault. I'm so sorry.

"A...Asphodel..." I look at him, and I see him. Guilt wracks my body and I scoot away from him. I can't touch him with my filthy hands. So much dirt... It'd take forever to wash it from me. I see his eyes open, and I feel them land on me. I can't share any sight with him, knowing that I did this. I hurt my Wolf.

"Asphodel... are you ok?" He heaves a breath, reaching his hand out. I tremble, frowning with tears in my eyes.

"Asphodel? Are you-"

"You should hate me, you know. I used to deal drugs to animals you'd see everyday. Th-there's this parrot girl I used to deal LSD to.. She goes here, and I didn't care. I kept doing it and I still can't figure out why you don't hate me. I saved you from your prey, you should hate me for that. I pushed you away when you provoked a sexual feeling... You should hate me for that, and- and-" I hug myself, bringing my knees together and to the side.

"How can I hate you?" His eyes were frantic, and I saw fear in his orbs. It confused me.

"How can I hate you at all? Dealing drugs? You haven't been caught. You can be drawn clean from that. The girl you dealt too... She's going through relapse, if not then she doesn't matter.. And you saved Haru's life, from ME. I could have devoured her, I could have killed You. And that sexual stuff? You have EVERY right to say no to that. I can never hate you, you've done nothing but help me each time I even look at you. Please, take my hand." He whispers, sitting up with a painful noise.

"I cannot, my hands are-"

"They are as clean as can be right now." He reaches his hands out, grasping my own. He intertwines out fingers again, and jerks me forward into his chest. I gasp, holding me so hard that I couldn't get away. I do try though, he was cleaner then Gouihn, and that says a lot. I begin to cry, despite Legoshi's efforts to calm both of us down. His small kisses on my shoulder, his hands rubbing my back, it only did some as we stayed in that position. It felt nice to be held, but my dirt was now on him for now.

"This changes everything, Legoshi. You couldn't beat him, that means no one can. I visited him after the play... I was able to hurt him, but he made it... weird. He made it sexual, and I don't know what to think of it." I whisper, nuzzling his ears with my nose.

"He made it what? What did he do to you? Show me, or tell me if nows not the time..." He whispers, and I feel something stir. Gosh he knew how to make my heart flutter. I adjust myself, so I was practically standing on my knees over him, my arms around his neck. He lifts his knee, it grazed my behind when it settled. His arms loosen, holding onto my waist.

"That would involve my thighs around his neck, choking him while I keep his hands away. I wanted to bite his ear off, but he enjoyed my legs that way. I was off him in an instant, it was weird." I whisper slowly into his ear, and it twitches. His hands grip my hips, I can feel his claws.

"You make me jealous..." He growls, I can feel his voice throughout my body.

"And why is that?" I hum, petting the fur on the back of his neck.

"You make me want to have your legs wrapped around me, wether it be my face or my torso... They certainly shouldn't be around someone like Bill..." He growls again, and I can feel his breath on my neck. I shudder, my little tail wagging gently. I gulp, and his knee moves, it brushes deeper, somewhere I'd never think it'd go. I make a noise of surprise and he chuckles, doing it again and again. This sensation... It erupted somewhere near my lower region, and it felt... Good. Was this right? Haru should be expecting me soon... That thought deletes itself when he does it harder.