I started saying things in my conversations. I had many many things but it wasn't helping. It felt like I was just talking to myself every time I reread them.
I was going to post that I had cried about the fact of my father. I was watching a show and one of the characters where getting married. She had her father bring her a limo and I had realized that she was going to dance with him.
I thought about my own father who died when I was young. I thought "I won't be able to have a father daughter dance at my own wedding" and that made me cry.
I've never been a mommy's girl so I always wondered if I was a daddy's girl. But I couldn't know.
I'm at terms with his death, it doesn't affect me since I was still young and didn't know him. I hear many things from good and bad but I hated not knowing him for myself. I still am getting ready over the father daughter dance. That's my rant for now.
YOU ARE READING
Public diary.
RandomThis is a free space to where you are free to comment and talk to other people. I don't think this will get many people. This is about what problems I would like to say but i don't have anyone to talk about.
