I might be going homeless over my moms boyfriend. Hes threating to sell the house, sell her car, leave her with three kids. Leave her homless. I never knew how lucky I was with my life. Now im trying to stay strong.
Most people tell me I'm strong. I'm mature. I'm not supposed to be though. I'm supposed to act like a teenager, crushing over boys. Maybe go to a party. But no, I have to fight deppression, stay strong for my siblings and mom. I have nobody. I tried to tell someone I thought I was close to but she talked about games. I dont know if i can play games next week.
I wish I could die. I have nothing to be exicted for. I have nobody. My fathers dead btw (Already said but just reminding). I wish I could move with family but my mom doesnt want me and my brother to because her family did that and it ruined her family (when she was young) but its ME who wants to leave. I can't tell her though cause i'll be inconsiderate.
I want to feel secure in my own home JUST for alittle while. I'm so tired. I keep fighting myself on just killing myself but what do I stay for? 2020 fucking sucks. Sorry for anyone who read.
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Public diary.
RandomThis is a free space to where you are free to comment and talk to other people. I don't think this will get many people. This is about what problems I would like to say but i don't have anyone to talk about.
