I forcefully push you away
I act petty
I bother you
I tell you the things you don't want to hear
I make you uncomfortable
Simply so you'd react
You'd say things which contradict my feelings
You'd make me feel guilt
Shame
Disgust
You'd say things that momentarily make me dislike you
So then I can finally move on from you
So I can hear all the terrible things you can say to me
About me
Or about my feelings
About my touch
So I can finally
I can finally cower into self consciousness
And move away from you
Stop liking you
And so you make me regret telling you how I feel
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RandomA collection of feelings I've ever felt and the words I decided to put them into.
