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A collection of feelings I've ever felt and the words I decided to put them into.

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Is it because ive been touched?

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by fizuhswords

                                    
                                              I want someone
Anyone
To tell me
Tell me they love me
They'll be there for me
I don't want to cope by pushing my self in an ocean of my tears
I want someone to let me feel my emotions
                          Not to tell me to stop crying
Not to sit there and stare 
While I fall apart
                          Not to make me feel ashamed for having other touches on me 
Other hands in the past
                          Not make the shame from my evident bruises and scars hurt as much 
That impulsive past
                          I want someone to stray me away from my guilt 
My shame
And actually love me
Because god knows how long it took me to love myself
                          After cutting my body with words of hate, 
Thoughts of disgust
And expressions filled with humiliation