part 19

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a/n ive tried to swear a bit less! does it annoy yall or not? anyway enjoy the chapter

i wake up to a facetime from payton.

"hiii louise! oh did i wake u?"

"yeah but its fine, how ru?"

"welp im going home today.. so i thought we could maybe hang out?

"omg the time went by so fast! but yeah i would love to!so uhm what do u wanna do?"

"i was thinking of a double date? u could meet dylan!"

"yass i rlly wanna meet him! but uh who do i bring?"

"idk arent u talking to josh rn?"

"i'll ask him. anyway see you tonight!"

"see ya!"

i end the call and go to the bathroom. i wash my face, brush my teeth and lightly curl my hair.i then change into a new outfit

i text josh and go to dunkin donuts

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i text josh and go to dunkin donuts. i order a coffee and get back in te car. i drive to the sway house. i get to the door but no one answers.

after a little while kio opens the door.

"oh hi! were filming a youtube video but come in"

i follow him upstairs. the boys are sitting on a chair talking about recent drama. i make sure to not be in the video while sitting down.

they finally stop filming. josh walks up to me.

"hey! i saw ur text, sorry for making u wait so long. wanna film some tiktoks?"

"sure!"

we searched for good light then filmed a few tiktoks. on josh's account but also on mine. they blew up. people shipped us,i laugh at all the comments. then i remember i gotta ask josh smth

"josh would u maybe wanna go on a well its not rlly a date but like its a double date and.."

"ofcourse! i would love to! what time do i pick u up"

i smile

"about 6:30 maybe?"

"ight bet"

he grabs my hand and takes me downstairs. we watch watching b99. josh fell asleep after like 10 minutes. the doorbell rings and since everyones upstairs i open the door. its a girl ive never seen before

"uh hi can i help u?"

"wheres jaden." she looks at me with a disgusted face.

"hes upstairs"

she pushes me to the side and gets in. what a bitch. jaden had already come down stairs. they start making out the second they see each other.

"jaden can u not, my eyes are too innocent."

he laughs and takes her upstairs. ew.
josh is still asleep so i put a blanket over him, turn the tv off and leave a note saying i went home.

i go home and start playing piano while singing "if the world was ending". i really love this song. not much later i get a dm on instagram.

jadenhossler: hi

louisesmith: hey

jadenhossler: wyd

louisesmith : i was ab to go for a walk wbu

jadenhossler: me too!! maybe we could meet up?

louisesmith: uh sure meet me at the park in 10

a bit later im on a bench in the park. i hear footsteps and see jaden. he sits next to me.

"i thought u were too busy sticking ur tongue down that girls throat" i say

"w- oh right. uh not anymore."
he looks at his feet embarrassed.

"ur such a player" i chuckle

"no im not" he says, kinda offended.

"dude you've had a new girl every single day since u broke up with mads"

"so? u dont know anything about me."

why was he so offended?

"im sorry i didnt mean to offend u i just thought-" i got cut off by jaden.

"yeah well you thought wrong. u dont understand."

"what do u mean"

"you were so emotional all the time when u broke up with ant, i deal with emotion in a better way"

did he really just say that? i got pissed

"are u for real right now? i didnt fuck whoever i want to get over anthony!"

"yeah just coz they didnt want u"

a piece of my heart shattered. how could he say that. why would he say that. tears fill my eyes. being unwanted has been a fear of mine for a long time. that just hit hard. he looks at me

"louise- im sorry i was just filled with anger i didnt mean to-"

"leave it jaden. ive heard enough" i stand up and walk away. i go home and fix myself up a bit. i had a double date in about an hour...

jadens pov

"yeah just coz they didnt want u" i said.

tears fill her eyes. what is wrong with me? why would i say that? i was so mad about the madison stuff it just came out.

"louise- im sorry i didnt mean to-"

she stands up.

"leave it jaden. ive heard enough"

she walks away as a tear rolls down her cheek. i kick the bench. shit i think i broke my toe.( im sorry this part is supposed to be serious oml ) i felt horrible.

i go to my room and just lay on my bed. i have to apologize.

A/N : ew i hated this chapter... anyways lemme know what yall think. also what do yall wanna read? like more drama or a bit less? comment! luv u all <333

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