bts imagines

I thought i lost you - Namjoon

Laying down on my bed I was shedding tears, I just got the news that the flight namjoon boarded got crashed .

As soon as the news spread my heart sank thinking about losing him forever.

He went on a trip to America for composing a song with an artist.
The rest of the members were here practicing for upcoming album.

I was in my kitchen waiting for joon as he said over the call " I have a surprise for you princess just wait for me" he said before he boarded the flight.

It was jimin who first called me asking me to check the news. The plane crash was all over the media , and as soon as I realized that joon boarded the same flight it was as if my soul left my body.

I cried thinking about our me more is together. The members comforted me over the call and said that they were on their way to my house. Their voice kept cracking , they all were equally devastated.

I jolted up when I heard the doorbell rang.
There stood joon holding a bouquet of roses and something behind his back.
He gave me his warm smile and seeing him all alive in front of me making me engulf him a warm hug.

" woah what happened princess why were you crying your face is all puffy" he said coming inside the house.
" I was so scared, I..thought I lost you" I said with a sore voice.
" its okay babe I am here now" he said making me cry the tears of joy.

He then went on one knee and took out a small ring he was hiding behind his back all long.
" y/n will you marry me?" he asked.
" yes yes yes " I jumped in excitement. It was as if I used all my luck today . it surely was the most beautiful day of my life.
He gently slipped the ring in my finger as i gave him a peck feeling his soft lips after a month of being away.

"I'll take a shower" he said before kissing my forehead giving me a one last look before going to our room.

I was admiring the roses when the doorbell rang once again. It must be the members I was so excited to tell them that joon came back.

I quickly hopped towards the door opening it to reveal 6 teary faces.
However seeing a big smile on my face they were perplexed.
" y/n why are you smiling ?" Kook asked.
" joon's back and guess what guy we are getting married " I jumped once again showing my excitement.

" but ...." They all looked at each other confused.
they brought me inside to the sofa making me sit.
" y/n listen they found his body" jin said as his face turned red from holding his cries.

" nonsense he's taking a shower, and he brought me a bouquet of roses and this ring" I said showing them my fingers.

They all shook their head, my heart beat kept dropping as I slowly looked over at my ring finger.
" where's the ring " I whispered
I looked over at the side table but the bouquet was gone.

" guys where are the things he just gave me " I asked once again my voice was going all numb .
"We are very sorry" tae said as he brought me in a hug.
I still wasn't believing shit as my hand was in the exact same position where I was trying to found my ring.

" wait just wait here he's in the shower I'll call him" I was acted as I ran towards our room to the restroom but it was unlocked.

" joon babe please be there"I said opening it to reveal no one.

I burst out in tears , the happiness I felt minutes ago turned into a big disaster.
The guys rushed towards me as I sat on the floor yelling his name in a hope for him to return.

" I lost him"

" babe babe princess wake up" I was shaken by someone trying to woke me up.
I slowly opened my eyes and found joon staring at me with a concerned look.
" why what happened , you were yelling my name " he asked as I checked my surroundings , I was laying on my bed the lamp was lit on the side table.

" it was a nightmare" I told to myself but still managed to panic.
He quickly brought me closer to his chest as he said " its OK I am here it was just a nightmare princess " he kept caressing my back assuring me that he was with me.

" please don't you ever leave me " I pleaded after telling him about my nightmare.
" I will always be with you princess" he said bringing me closer to him.