The Love I Hate (𝓜𝓪𝓽𝓽𝓲𝓪)

chapter 14

Y/N pov:
the girls and i walk into the ware house and we see the salazars. i smile and greet them and we all have a seat.
"so you have the recipe right y/n" Mr. Salazar asks me
"yes i do but that recipe is the least of my worries right now" i say
(the recipe for a new type of weapon, like this is just my imagination but i'm thinking of like the a next gen type of bomb where it affects you senses kinda like the fast and furious 8 movie i hope y'all kind get it but basically it's a bomb but special)
"right now my priority is to keep my head, and i hope i can count on you guys with that" i say looking at the salazar's
" of course, always" kevin says
i smile at him and we continue the discussing about the recipe
"who are you planning on selling it to?" they ask
"idk the arabs seem very interested but if we keep it in our hands it will be much more valuable" i say
"hmm your father taught you well" mr. salazar says
"thank you sir" i say
"anyways the recipe is well hidden where no one will find it i made sure of it" i say smiling
"i did want to discuss about the Americans" i say my facial expression changing
" yes of course and we are planning on taking them out" kevin says handing me a paper
"what's this" i say grabbing the paper
"all the shipments that the americans are gonna be at" kevin says
"and we plan on sabatoging the shipments and we'll eliminating them" he says smiling
"i love that plan" i say
"when are we starting" i ask with a smirk on my face
"that's the dilema the next shipment is in two months" mr. salazar says looking down with a frown
"so your telling me i have to wait two months to eliminate the people that killed my brother and my father?" i say annoyed
"well you could do it now and risk to fail or you can wait two months and get the success" kevin says
"two months it is" i say rolling my eyes

the rest of the meeting goes by well. at the end of the meeting me and the girls head back home. i start walking to my room once i get to my house. i lay on my bed and drift to sleep until i am awoken by a knock on my window. i quickly get out of bed and go to my window and i see mattia hanging on the side of the house. i quickly open my window
"WTF ARE YOU DOING HERE MATTIA" i raise my voice
"we need to talk" he says coming in the window
"and you couldn't have called or texted me" i say annoyed
"you know the risk your taking just for showing up here" i say annoyed
"i broke up with cynthia" he says catching me by surprise
"oh" i say
"i did it for you" he continues
"i don't care the risks i take as long as i can be with you" he says
"stop mattia stop" i say putting my hand over his mouth
"we talked about this i'm leader of my gang now and i cant be with you like this" i say looking up at his eyes
"why not?" he asks
i laugh at his question
"i'll be 18 in a month i'll be leader we can make this work we can bring the mafias together" he says with hope in his voice
"mattia this isn't a fairy tale where we get together and everyone will live happily ever after, mattia we are enemies i shot you, how can you be with someone that could kill you" i say looking up at him
"if you wanted to kill me i would be dead right now" he says
"mattia please just drop it, it will never happen" i say with desperation in my voice
"why do you give up so easy?" he says
"give up? GIVE UP?" i yell with tears forming in my eyes
"if i give then why am i here huh, I lost my brother at the age of 15 and guess who killed him MY FIRST LOVE. he meant the world to me and he betrayed me and i didn't have the balls to do anything. then three years later my ex best friend kills my father. if i really did give up easy i wouldn't be here right now i would be DEAD." i say sobbing
"i'm sorry i didn't know that" he says trying to hug me
"yea you don't know anything about me which is another sign that we should be together" i say coldly
"no" he says
"no? i just gave you a million reasons to leave" i say annoyed
"i don't care what your last name is i don't care what mafia you come from, i dont even care who you've killed, fuck i don't even care that you shot me. i want you and all of you and if it means getting shot by you a million times then fine" he says and with those words coming out of his mouth i grab him and smash my lips onto his lips.

he puts his arms around my waist lifting me up and throwing me on the bed as he crawls on top of me and kisses me. i start to lift his shirt and he takes it off he starts to kiss my neck and he finds my sweet spot and sucks of it leaving a mark. i slightly moan making him suck even harder. i start to unbuckle his belt as he takes off my shirt and unclips my bra. he starts kissing my chest as i flip him over and i take control i kiss his neck move down his chest to his abs and slowly arrive down to his member i take it in my hands and start rubbing up and down and i put the tip in my mouth he rolls his head back and moans.
"oh fuck" he says through his breath
i start to go up and down sucking his member and he grabs my head and starts to move it up and down. i feel climax coming as i move up and down and he releases in my mouth and i swallow it. he groans in pleasure and flips me over and starts to rub my clit. he starts kissing my thighs as i moan. he then moves up to my pussy and he starts licking and flicking his tongue.
"ohh fuck mattia" i moan in pleasure while arching my back
he continues as i arch my back and i feel a knot forming in my stomach. i release on his face and he gets up and slowly puts it in me.
"ahh" i moan as i grip his back
he starts to pound aggressively
"god i missed you" he says going in and out of me
he continues as we both moan in pleasure i clench my walk around him as he moans in pleasure.
"are you on the pill" he asks
"mhm" i moan in pleasure and he released inside i moan making me release.
he turns over and lays next to me as i go under my blanket to cover myself he does the same and we drift to sleep.