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I'm So Sad...

Guys, I might not be active for a while. I just had to say a really hard goodbye to someone who has been apart of my life for only a few months now but her cute little eleven year old ways hooked me right in the heart. She lives in India so no chance of seeing her and her family has forced her off of all social media. Her Wattpad account is AnnabethCJ just because she was such a percabeth shipper. The CJ stands for Chase-Jackson, this girl is the cutest little woman I have ever met. But I just wanted to show you guys what I sent her on private message because I want someone to see it at least, she probably never will. It's addressed to her but I want people to know how much I care about her. And when you're done can you please go and post on her page letting her know that she isn't alone. I've followed her (I've only followed several people) so you can find her that way. But just forgive me, I'm crying and heart broken, one of my best friends just disappeared probably forever.

Hey Cee. I realise you won't get this for a while if ever, but I just saw your chapter that you updated and I'm crying. I just want to tell you that I'll never forget you. Your the best thing that has ever happened to me, I love our little chats, and the way we talk as though we are face to face. I don't know how to describe what I'm feeling right now. Reading your post it made me realise how much I really have needed you over the past few months, my life would not be the way it is right now if it weren't for you. So when you find this just remember that your friend Zahra will always sit here in her room waiting for a reply that will never come. Just know that I love you and you mean the world to me, I wish you all the best in the future and if we're ever in contact again I'm still planning to come to India sometime so that we can start that YouTube channel, because the most fun I have ever had was sitting on Skype planning it with you and Si. I'm trying to be strong but underneath I'm crying, in fact the tears are starting to fall down my face, there's a hole in my heart that only you can fill. I will probably send you little messages like this as time goes on, just so you know I haven't forgotten about you. And I probably never will, because you're my little pen pal from across the globe that waited for our chats just as excitedly as I would, maybe even more. Cee, you're the girl that pulled me out of a depression I was slowly falling into, you saved me and to me that means more than you'll ever know. Please don't forget about me because I won't be forgetting you, ever since the 21st of September 2014 (when you sent me a message at 3:29AM) you've been apart of my life, and right up until the day before my birthday (2nd of December 2014 [at 6:50AM]) we've talked nearly every day. I hope you grow up to be the strong young woman you are developing into and that you achieve all of your dreams, because all dreams are possible if only you have the imagination to dream of it in the first place. I will miss you so much, but this isn't goodbye because that is for forever, let's call this farewell. For when the dawn breaks I'll see you again.