"Cameron!" Lucy sounds beyond excited. "Cute boy alert!"
She woke me up at eight-thirty on a Saturday to FaceTime about a boy? Why am I surprised? I try to force a smile. "Who is he?"
"So you know my friend Hannah?"
"Hannah Bray?"
"Yeah, so she's dating this guy named Ryan, right?"
"Okay?" I think I know Ryan. He's in our year, and I'm pretty sure he goes to Westbrook. (I go to Northbrook, and Lucy goes to Southbrook. Yeah, I know, the schools have stupid names.)
Lucy is beaming. "So Ryan's friends with this guy named Luke, who is absolutely perfection."
"Wait," I ask, "Luke Bennet?"
"You know him? How?"
I chuckle. "Lucy, there's really not that many people in Brookside."
"But how do you know him?"
"I've known him since we were kids! Our moms are friends."
"Seriously?" Lucy sounds happy. I guess she thinks I'm going to set her up with Luke. And yeah, that probably is what's going to happen.
"Wait," I say, "so did he dm you or something?"
Lucy smiles. "No, he didn't do anything. He's just adorable and I'm in loooooooooove with him."
"You're not actually in love," I say, and Lucy says, completely sarcastic, "What do you mean? I am totally head-over-heels in loooooooove."
She's laughing her head off, her hair floofing all over the place, and shit. Why does she have to be so hot?
"Just to clarify," I say, "Luke has never actually talked to you?" Wait a minute, am I jealous?
"He's never actually talked to me. But Luke told Ryan he's looking for a chick, and Ryan told Hannah—"
"Why did Ryan tell his girlfriend that his friend wants a girlfriend? That's kind of random. Also, can I just say that I hope you aren't seriously considering dating someone who says 'chick.'"
"Cameron," Lucy smirks, "you talk like an english teacher."
I scoff. "Whatever. I have to get ready for school."
"It's Saturday, Cameron. It's fucking Saturday."
Lucy sounds drunk, but she isn't. She's just like this. She's high on life, my mom would say.
I wish I was high on life. I'm feeling kind of low on life.
I wish I could get over Lucy. I need to get over Lucy. But the problem is, all roads seem to lead back to her. She's playing over and over in my mind like a song stuck in my head.
Sometimes I wonder how this can be called love if it just makes me feel terrible? I thought love was supposed to feel nice. But this is love. I know it is. It's this feeling of insatiable hunger, and the knowledge that I will only feel full with her mouth on mine.
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My Girl
Teen FictionCameron West is sixteen and hopelessly in love with her best friend Lucy, but Lucy can't stop talking about one boy or another. All Cameron wants is to stay friends with the best girl in the world - but a chance at something more is irresistible. En...