⚠️Warning!⚠️
The chapter contains 2 suicide attempts! If you are not okay with that don't read!
You know the drill
It's been a day since I stopped taking the happy pills. I don't feel anything anymore. I only feel cold and alone. It's time that I off myself. I see the guy in the Steven universe shirt again. I walk over to him. "Where you meant what you said or not..I just wanted to say that I'm sorry and goodbye..." I say to him. I hear him call after me as I walk out of the school. After a while I reach the bridge. I can only here one thing as I sit on the ledge. Jump. Jump! JUMP. JUMP! Jump. Jump! JUMP. JUMP! I stand up in the ledge, suicide not in hand. JUMP! "DON'T JUMP!!!" I hear a voice say as I get tackled to the ground.
-Remus's POV (WoAh I can do other POVS!!!)-
"Him? He's a monster!" "Who'd ever love him!" "He's such a idiotic monster!" "Thomas would be better off without him!" All of these things are the reason I'm walking to this bridge. Ever since I was born I was never loved. Even my brother, Roman hates me. I'm the idiotic monster. Even the guy who is known for being a cruel monster (Deceit) hates me. As I sit on the ledge I see a girl. Pale h/c h/l hair that's flowing in the wind. Dull, lifeless e/c eyes that show a depth that I could never imagine, pale s/c skin that is flawless. She's beautiful. She stands up on the ledge as I can practically hear her thoughts 'JUMP!' They say no! I can't let her! Instinctively I yell "DON'T JUMP!!!" And tackle her to the ground. She's in tears. "Why? Why save me?" Then I realize who it is. It's Y/n. The girl who told Thomas she was taking happy pills. Those pills made here come here. "Y/n, you deserve to live." I look her in the eyes. She's really red. I then realize the position we're in and get off. "S-Sorry. I didn't want you to jump." I say embarrassed. "I-it's okay..." she says standing back up. "I guess today is just not my day..." I give her Thomas's number in case she wants to contact me then I go home.
((Sorry for not posting, I haven't been in the right mindset for a while.
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Not The Monster (Suicidal Remus Sanders X Suicidal Reader)
Fanfiction"Him? He's a MONSTER" "What now Remus?" "Just go away stupid" No one appreciates Remus Sanders. They all call him an idiotic monster. Even his brother Roman hates him. Remus can't find any reason to live. Right when he's about to jump off a bridge h...
