The RoNakshi Three Shots

Part 3b-finale

As I bid goodbye to a story I made with so much love,I want to express my gratitude to each and every one who showered so much love and appreciation over me. Thank you everyone,including the silent readers I love you all the very same. I am glad I was a part of this beautiful serial and I am even glad that I am part of a wonderful forum filled with wonderful people. Thank you so very much. I hope you like the ending and roses and chappals are welcome as always. I will miss this so much but yes, will always cherish this story so much.
Signing off with love.

Content warning: strictly 18+ language and content. Kiddos stay away please.

"Why are you here?" Comes her first question as she struggles to get off of my hands around her,frantically failing and making me grip her harder.
"Because you want me to."
"You wish.do I look I want anyone at all?"
"I don't know about anyone but you want me.here.with you."
"Chod lo mujhe."
"Kyun yahaan se bhi bhaag naa hein? Mujhse dhoor jaana hein? Phir se?" 
I see his eyes intensifying,unable to bear that on me,I struggle still but he has no mood to give up.
"Kya chahiye rohit? Oh mein toh bhool gayi.apne wedding card dene aaya yahaan?"
"Listen to me s...."
"Toh phir.oh honeymoon manane aaya hoga right?"

I see his nose flaring in anger.i try to understand myself at this moment.what I need and what I say to him are totally contradictory.no matter how much I wanted him,i wanted to deny his arrival. No matter how much I love him,yet I am not ready to drop off the guard I hold around me. No matter how much I yearned for him,yet I am not ready to show him all what I feel. May be this meetup will only bring me a heartache, I think I cannot handle a one more anymore at whatever cost it would be.

Meanwhile I get so angry all of a sudden,why cannot this woman stop driving me crazy.These rude words of her after all this months is not what i wanted to hear. For goodness's sake I wanted a simple milan,for we both knew deep inside that it's we two who love each other. I wanted her to hug me and say she missed me and that she loves me,or kamse kam let me tell her how much I missed her or love her,but drama queen hein drama ke bina toh kuch nahi karti hein.i grab her shoulders the next moment as heat between us increases.

"Haa yahaan par shaadi karke yahaan par honeymoon manane aaya hoon.dulhan mujhe chod kar bhaag gayi meheno pehele,usse waapas lejaane ke liye aaya hoon, ab kush? Haan sonakshi? Ab kush?"  He shooks me hard.While I breathe,for the first time in months I hear him take my name which makes my heart beat even faster. Nothing else he said than my name registers in my mind. I thought I was loosing it without him,but now it looks like I am loosing it big time in the presence of him.

A silence invaded the whole space around us and I hear her breathing fast against my chest. Her warmth against the frozen self of mine stirrs so many emotions over me,but anger overpowers all of those.

"Tume jo bhi chahiye ta naa sonakshi,karchuke hoon tum ab tak,lekin ab aur nahi.bhaagna bandh karo mujhse,poore zingdagi nahi hein hamari paas yeh lukka chuppi kehlne ke liye. Itna dhoor mein kuch bakwaas sunne yaa karne nahi aaya hoon,samji tum?"
"Lukka chuppi katam kar ke hi yahaan aachuki hoon mein dr.Rohit sippy.shaayad aap bhool gaye."
"Kuch nahi bhoola hoon mein.jo yaad mein rakhna chahiye,wo sab yaad hein mujhe, agar tum bula chuki hoon toh yaad laana bhi aata hein mujhe."
"Rohit,tum galat jaga par aachuke hoon.Please.please chale jaaiye yahaan se. yaahan iss tarha mujh par chilla chilla kar koi faida nahi hoga tume. Iss tarha waapas aakar kuch millenga bhi nahi tume.yahaan tumari kuch bhi nahi hein."
"Oh really sonakshi? Really? Toh mera kuch bhi nahi hein yahaan pe haan?" I grab her tighter locking her into my frame.her eyes fill with tension seeing me like that.
"Kya hein toh yeh sab? Yeh jo tumhare haat mein hein na? Mera favourite kaana hein.tum toh kabhi oily food kaathi nahi hein.Kaate nahi hein toh banaate kyun phir?" I show her own hand from my eyes. And at the next time I garb her from my jacket and shake her even hard.
"Aur dekho tum kya pehenke rakhi hein.mera jacket hein jo tum jaanpuchke tumari paas rakkhar rehti ti.itna parwaa nahi ti toh mumbai se yahaan kyun layi hoon ye? Kahi pekh ke aana chahiye ti na tume? Teek jeisa tum mere saat karke aachuki thi meheno pehele?"
I see her eyes overflowing with tears and her bolti bandh.this looks like a child's play but I don't care.shuru ussne kiya hein toh khatam toh mein hi karunga.
"Aur tum,tum kya hein pata hein? Tum kisska hein pata hein tume? Haa tume pata hein lekin tum dikhaana  chati hoon ki tume iss sab ke baarein mein saraasa bhi andaaza nahi hein.real reel mix karchuki hoon tum lekin woh mein tume aur aage karne nahi doonga,samji tum?" I scream at her in the top of my voice,she shakes at that. I cup her face and wipe her hair away and lock them behind her ears with my hands. Drawing myself close to her face I lean her against the half opened window behind while leaning over her afterwards.
"Tum naa Sonakshi rastogi,tum mere hoon. Iss Rohit sippy ke hoon.srif aur srif mere hoon aur uss haq se aaya hoon mein yahaan.toh mujhe mat bataao ki yahaan mera kuch nahi hein kyunki mera.sab kuch.yahaan.hein."
I hear my heart racing as he presses on each of those last words. I feel my guard slowly cracking at the surface.
"If you yet don't understand,let me say it out loud. Mera sab kuch tum hoon sonakshi. Sab kuch tum hi hoon. Iss duniya mein mujhe aur kuch nahi hein,nahi kuch chahiye mujhe. Srif aur srif tum chahiye mujhe kyunki..."
I go into a pause and her sobs get stuck at her throat the same time. The whole surrounding silences allowing everything that is meant to be said tonight,to turn into words. Sahi baatein sahi wakt par sahi tareekein se sahi insaan ko.
"I love you,sona."
Then I say. I melt with my own words against her,I feel my eyes filling up for unknown reasons,my heart takes an unknown beat up. I call her sona, the loveliest thing that I uttered in my life in accord to me.