Unsweetened Lemonade [Poetry]

Black Widow

What a beautiful lie ive spun for you. What a gorgeous delusion this is.
But i know this won't end pretty for us. Its been built on lies, hiding my feelings. Im not ready and you shouldn't feel the same. I dont want to look into the eyes i could so easily fall for. But you're such a drug, you cloud my vision. What a beautiful trip. I should forget you but i dont want to and the more i want you the more i need you. Im so tired of diving deep everyday but you dont need me like that. But i cant help how my heart clenches when you talk about someone else how i talk about you. Oh how im so weak.