Between Two Girls (Female! Frisk AND Female! Chara x Male! Reader)

Update

This will be an update as to why I'm not updating as of late. So, if you're wondering where I've been, this post is for you. However what I am about to share is highly personal so I ask you don't judge or leave hurtful comments.

First of all I haven't been so great since, at least, November of 2019. My grandmother was officially diagnosed with cancer and even though the signs showed up before that we didn't catch it until then. She was already beginning to get really weak and struggling, so myself and other family members were helping her out as much as possible whilst stressing about it.

If any of you have had a family member involved with cancer you'll probably know how painful this process was. The stress of having to make appointments, make sure everything is on track, correcting errors, all that and more is just a very excruciating thing to constantly go through. Even though I wasn't the one directly doing those things I was still trying to help her out and I made frequent visits.

Then there's COVID-19. Following the virus entering the country and the orders to essentially lockdown everything it kinda made everything a lot harder. Appointments were hard to get into sometimes and not to mention extremely risky. It also became harder to provide for her with stores essentially becoming sold out of a lot of items.

Eventually she developed a problem, something with her stent caused an incredibly evasive infection and it caused her to become extremely weak, get sick and become unable to properly breath.. My mother took her to the hospital but there was really nothing they could do. Now, considering the precautions concerning COVID-19, they would not let anyone in the hospital to see her. However, they did make an exception for my mother and uncle. I was not allowed to see her. She did pass away not too long ago and I am still currently processing the loss as well as helping family get through it as well. There's also funeral stuff to consider as well but that's not going to happen right away because of COVID-19.

The worst thing about it was that it happened so fast. She was there one minute, gone the next. She seemed like she was getting better at first, but then only a week or so ago she just sorta ... dropped. I has held out hope that she would get better too, it never faded, and when she started to somewhat recover I let that hope blind me and think everything would be alright. Don't underestimate anything, I learned that the hard way.

I hope you all understand where I am coming from with this. I may not update for a while. However, I may update something at some point soon just because it'll help me get my mind off things and absorb myself into something else. Or I might make a brand new story, who knows. I'll still be around here and there. I might make a few community posts or type some comments on some stories but that may be it. Don't get your hopes up about anything though.

I will repost this to all of my stories so those that do not follow me, but follow the story, will know as well.