Her Not So Ordinary Story

Chapter 1 Her

Her Pov:
 
       "Few things are as wrenching and as hard to get over as the death of a loved one. Some people will choose to move on but some people will be stunned with grief. But always remember that God our Father will be always there for us, just ask for his guidance and he will always provide..

Well..sana nga ganon kadali..

Sana nga lahat nalang ng tao madaling maka limot..makapag move on.

Eh kaso hindi e di mo man gustong piliin maging tulad ng taong pinili malugmok sa lungkot but it's just so hard to..

Sinara ko na yung librong binabasa ko at pinahid ng marahas ang luha sa mgs pisngi ko..at hinayaang lamunin nanaman ako ng madilim na pagkatao ko.

Ako si Hyun Rae a 20 year old girl who just don't know how to
forget and move forward. I've been living alone since my parents abandoned me. Well..pano ako nabuhay? I considered myself lucky because I was temporarily adopted sa foster home. I was adopted by nuns,  sina Sister Sol and Sister Ann they were both kind and loving to me.

Ramdam ko naman yon eh mahal nila ako..pero sadyang lagi ko lang talagang nararamdaman na mayroong kulang. Maybe because I was abandoned..wag mo nang tanungin kung bakit ako inabandona dahil miski ako ay di ko din alam. Di na din ako nag usisa kila Sister dahil ayokong maramdaman nila na kulang ang pag aaruga na binigay nila saken.

Did I sound ungrateful? Well I don't care..

I checked my phone it was already 10pm. I decided to take a walk just to unwind my negativity. Madilim na at masyadong malamig there's still people outside pero konti nalang.

Pumunta ako sa tambayan ko yung abandoned building. I took the mossy stairs papunta sa rooftop. Ironic right? Abandoned ako tapos abandoned building din ang comfort place ko.

Nahiga ako sa gitna at nag star gazing.. somehow it makes my heart calm but at the same time it makes me cry. I don't know why maybe because of the deafening silence..

Or maybe because I can always feel alone..
It's okay I'm used to this feeling..

I will cry my heart out here..at hahayaang mamanhid ang buong sistema ko..nararamdaman kong parang wala na ako sa sarili ko..
Tumayo ako at tinahak ang side ng building na medyo may kataasan at sumampa doon. Tumayo ako don at dinama ang malamig na hangin na tila bang bumubulong.

"I'm too tired of this.. I'm too tired of myself.. I just wanna end it all.."

Alam kong isang hakbang pa ay katapusan ko na..

One wrooong mooveee..

Or I guess one right mooove..

Napangiti ako sa isiping iyon..

Sa waakaas my miserable life will end..

Sumigaw ako.." Good bye cruel lifee!"

And I jumped..

But wait..

Bakit nararamdaman ko pa ring nakatapak ako?..

Iminulat ko ang mga mata ko at nakita ang pigura ng isang lalaki na hawak ang bewang ko..

Itutuloooy..

A/n: Wooooyyyy kinabahan ba kayo?? Well this is just the start..
Thanks for reading...😉
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