you and me

Untitled Part 2

I wake up to like fifty texts

C: yo where you at

C: u ok

C: It's ok if you're mad at me just tell me if you got home safe 

C: Did you get home

C:latrells been spotted

C: ARE YOU OK?

I decided to be nice and respond I get that he was worried but I couldn't help but be mad at him but with the headache I had I couldn't remember why.

S: Fine :/

I went to get ready I looked in the mirror my makeup from the day before was smudged I wiped it off and tried to clear my head while I put on my make up then it hit me.

(FLASHBACK)

run back to your bitch Cesar

"OH SHIT"

"OH SHIT I KISSED RUBY"

Cesar lied to me I thought we we we..

C: good look I think we should talk 

S: fuck off prick

C: look latrells back in town so I'm laying low but ill see you later be careful

I look back in the mirror my mascara is running down my face I wash it oof this is when I decide to go all out.

I got into my closet and grab my smallest pushup bra and a small tight top that say angel I but on a pair of short shots some hoops nee high socks doc martens and did my make up and I couldn't lie I looked good.

I walked to my front door I saw an envelope on the floor which was pretty normal I picked it up expecting a bill it had my name in all caps on it I opened it up it was 5k in cash with a note in it I opened the note it read.

See you at pimp lane I paid in full.

I grabbed an extra fluffy oversized sweatshirt and my keys and thought of what to I need up deciding to rush over to rubys I didn't feel okay being alone because my parents lived in Japan and just sent money to me because I refused to move with them.

I ran across the road to rubys door i knocked and he opened it.

"oh hey I'm kinda busy"

" I'll explain in a second "

I said as I ran into his room to see Olivia 

" Latrell knows where I live he wants me to meet him at pimp lane i..."

I steeped a couple steeps back to see oliva holding condoms>

"oh I'm sorry"

I said as I rushed out

"no Stella wait you're not safe please come back "ruby yelled

I was holding back tears Jamal was out of town and I had never been to monses so the only other option was Cesar's.

i went to his window and knocked on it slightly he opened his blinds

"look no time to.."

"i thought you didn't want to talk "

"look just some stuff happened "

"this could have been a text"

he closed the blinds on me so i walked over to his door taking of my big sweatshirt i knew cesar and i didn't want to get back with him but i just needed him to listen.

I knocked on his door he opened it he pulled me in and kissed me I pulled away  

"Latrell knows where I live"

"oh shit come inside"

:He leans back in i turn away

"hey look I just need a place to stay tonight"

"oh yeah sure "

"ok see you later also who knew Ruby and Olivia"

"hey ruby" Cesar yells

I turn away and stomp out the door ruby is halfway down the street turned away.

" Ruby I'm sorry for barging in its fine just go back to Olivia"

"what do you mean," ruby said his voice dropped down lower

"It's fine I'm not mad I'm sorry"

"look you where drunk last night i get it your not into me "

"even if I was you where about too ugh nevermind with Olivia so you've made it clear that you don't like me "

"doing WHAT with Olivia"

"I'm sorry look you can pretend that but I saw the "

"the what"

"condom look I'm really sorry I didn't mean to invade so I'm going to go home"

"it's not safe and me and oliva weren't you know besides you and Cesar"

I turned to face ruby no one in my friend group was there for me right now it had gotten quite awkward after everyone started dating I had a fling with a boy outside of our friend group and Cesar but it never worked out.

"First I went to yours I interrupted something so I left and would've went to Jamal's but he's out of town and I don't know the directions to Monses so I went to Cesars he slammed the window in my face so I went to the front door and he kissed me happy now you got the full story know if you could kindly fuck off"

I walked away I knew i wasn't being nice but i needed to do it.

" hey and one more thing"

"I thought you told me to fuck off"

"ok well I thought you might want to know that if i don't send anything to the group chat I'm dead I have an errand to run"