I need someone to walk into my life
Now I find myself praying to the stars
begging for a light-
someone I can live for
because as guilty as it makes me feel
my family is not enough
my friends are not enough
and I kinda hate myself
I don't want to be in love
I'm sick of losing people
I'm sick of being hurt
why is it all worth love
it makes me want to gag;
these desires of mine
the idea is surrounding me
haunting me
telling me to succumb
its making me melt
making me dizzy
But now, I think I know why;
I'm afraid
afraid of falling in love
there
I said it
I'm terrified.
I want to cry and laugh
choke and giggle
at the thought of this person.
Could you exist?
if so
please
I'm waiting
Hoping I can last however long.
~I apologize for the hopelessly romantic rant
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Random"It played out so perfectly, so full, so wonderous... but then I woke up". ~~~~ "The blade of imagination is a force to be reckoned with"~~~~ Somewhat insignificant rambles~ Also called "poetry" I suppose
