Aryas pov
We leave to go back to NJ today
"Baby"I whisper
"We have to go or we'll miss our flight"I whisper he gets outa bed and hugs me.
He moves away.
"Don't let go"I say
"We have to leave babe"he says slapping my ass
Let's be real it's been so crazy I haven't even thought about what to get ethan for Christmas.
You can't buy him anything bc if he wants something he gets then himself.
But I think and I decided to make him something.
He'll love it
We land and We get in my car
"I never asked but Rya how did you hurt your hand"Grayson asks I look at ethan who is driving my car and say
"I slipped at the pool"i day and continue
We get there and I see Lisa
"My babies are back"she says
"Cam should be here in a few hours"she says
Ethan and Grayson complain about sharing a room now but we solved it simply Ethan sleeps in my bed.
We used to not to for respect reasons but we realized we are older now Grayson and Ethan argue to much and this was a simple fix.
I walk into my room and set my stuff down
I sit and start to cry
It hits me
In five days ethan will be leaving again and I won't see him for months.Hes been tryin to get me to move down there and I always say I wanna finish highschool there.
Also I'm not sure how Lisa would feel with none of her babies at home cams off and collage and Ethan and Grayson live In LA me leaving would break her heart
I walk downstairs and pull her aside
"Hey..I think I wanna move to la with Ethan"I say
"Do it baby...he needs you right now..I'm ok I have so many people here supporting me.Ethan needs you and so does gray"she says I hug her and cry.
"I love you thank you for being a mom I never had I couldn't ask for a better family to be related to my boyfriend"I say
"Now look your gonna make me cry"she says
"When are you gonna tell him"she asks
"See that's the thing I didn't know what to get him since he buys everything he wants.Im gonna make him something with our pictures and tell him I wanna move in with him"I say she smiles
"Do it baby follow your heart.Your heart is ethan"she says and kisses my cheek.
"Where have you two been"Ethan asks and wraps his arms around my waist.
"Just catching up"Lisa says
"Hey y'all wanna ride the 4 wheelers for alittle bit"gray asks
I lift up my arm indicating I can't bc it's broken and he nods
"Do you care if I go with gray"he asks then kisses my forehead
"No of course not go hang out with you brother"I say
"Hey y'all"Cam says and walks in
"What happened to your hand"she asks
"I slipped at the pool"I say
We just sit and talk for hours on end.
It's 9 and Lisa and Cameron go to bed.
Me and Ethan walk upstairs as does Grayson
I sit down on my bed and Ethan follows behind.
He has his hands in his hair and he looks upset
"What's wrong babe"I say
"This will be the first Christmas without my dad"he says without a tear shead.Ethan so sad he doesn't have any emotion any more.
"I know Eth...It gonna all be ok"I say
He lays down next to me and holds me until we both fall asleep.
Next morning
Aryas pov
I wake up to the smell of bacon.
I crawl other Ethan and walk downstairs.
"Need any help"I ask
"No sweetie..But if you could get ethan and Cameron outa bed that would be amazing we know how you and Grayson are my early birds"she says
I don't wanna wake up ethan yet bc ik he had a hard night so I creep into Cameron's room.
She already wake just sitting on her phone
"Oh uh cam foods almost done I say walking out"
I walk into my room and see ethan fast asleep
He's so cute when he is sleeping.
"Hey Eth breakfast is almost done"I say moving him a bit
He starts to wake up and I'm standing there and he grabs his blanket and wraps it around both of us bc we're cold
"You wanna go downstairs"I ask nicely I know how grumpy he gets in the morning
"Yea I'm put a shirt on"he says and grabs a shirt and heads downstairs.
"There's the couple I've been waiting for"she says
We sit down and eat the breakfast
After breakfast
"Hey babe you wanna go ice skating today"he asks
"Ya sounds like fun"I say
"Let's go here in about an hour or so"he says
I get ready and we get in my car and he drives us there.
"I'm scared I'm prolly gonna fall"I say
"I'll make sure you don't you can't hurt your arm anymore"he says
"I miss holding you hand while I drive"he adds
We have a 4 hour drive bc we are going in NYC
Me and Ethan just talk.
"Babe when are we gonna be back together like behind the scenes bc the look of it almost makes it harder not to fuck your brains out"he says I laugh a little
"Ethan I'm not ready for us to be back together not yet"I say
"So what about when I leave am I gonna leave knowing I have my girlfriend back"he says
"You'll known by then yes"I say with a smile
Ik that's not what he wanted to here.If I told him yes we wouldn't go ice skating he would dig threw his car for a condom and fuck me right here on the free way.
Our relationship isn't where we need it to be rn and hopefully it will be soon.
"Holy shit E"I say as I slowly enter the rink.
"It's alittle slippery just hold on to me"he says I wrap my hands around his waist so he can guide me
I almost slip but ethans right there to catch me.
"Have you been ice skating before"I ask him
"Yea but I was like 7.....I just am coordinated and your not"he laughs
"Let go of my waist and grab my hand"he says and turns around I grab his hands and he guides me
"See it's like roller blading"he says
"Kinda"I say laughing.
